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Friday, February 05, 2010

After today's FYP poster presentation..

It's one down and a tons more things to go..

Finals are coming jus after CNY..

External presentations are in March with the closing ceremony 2 days after it..

Then it will be deciding whether to continue with FYP study for the Pharmacy Congress..

I kinda felt a little down for the presentation..

I could have done way better..

While practicing with Brenda and SinYi..

I could do it..

But when standing on stage..

It was hard to concentrate on the words that's supposed to flow from memory..

In the end..

I sounded like I was on a bus that was driving along a road full of portholes..

Felt like i wasted the group's practice effort..

And I was the one who told them to be calm..

Look at me..

Pathetic and can't even follow what I preach..

Sometimes I seriously wonder why the hell am I here..

SinYi and Brenda could have gotten on well without me that's for sure..

I start to wonder why am I even in this pharm course..

Exams are coming..

Stress is building..

I don't f-ing get any respect at home..

Biasness alert at home..

Mugging time on the rise..

Uncertainty in the air..

Temper boiling over..

Words hurting..

And seriously..

If u regret bringing me into this world..

Go turn back time and abort..

Don't keep saying it everytime only when I do something you dislike..

It makes me feel unwanted..

Even though I know I AM unwanted in the house..

Gaddamnit..

You only want Melvyn..

Because he is a guy..

If that's the case..

Why even have me?

& HER

&An extremely ~~evil-ish~~ senile person who has intense memory problems.
&Been occupying space and dominating oxygen since 2nd June
&Around for 9teen years and demanding a refund.
&An ex-riversidian, currently a much-loved NP student of Pharmacy Science year 3

♥ HER DESIRES

♥Nothing will please me more than to get into a university now.
♥Following that will be accessories definitely.
♥Close behind are the 4Cs: Chocolates, Cash, Caps, Clothes.
♥A driving license will be nice once i saved up enough cash. ♥Far fetched wish is my dream home near the ocean.
may it come true!

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