Is this my existence?

Friday, February 29, 2008

Hmmm~

supposed to go sentosa lik today for the Just NP forum outing..

meh..~

turned out to be jus some words floating in the air..

apparently ye ye is not free..

and den netty ah ma dowan to go to the beach..>.<

so i guess not going lerh..>.<

RAWR!!!

i DO wanna go to Sentosa..

actually been dying to go there once again...>.<

hais..

too bad this hav to happen..

oh well..

hopefully after the trial camp there is another outing to go to sentosa..>.<

this way i can go and enjoy the scenery again..

but.....

without those who went for their YEP..

rawr..

sad case..

oh well.....

having dental appt to remove those darn stitches in my gums..

finally after today..after 330..

latest 4pm..

i dun hav to see the doctor who remove 2 of my wisdom tooth..

which IMO..makes me dumber den be4..>.<

rawr!!!

wonder wad to do after dat..>.<

Thursday, February 28, 2008

back with no more pain le^^

so can say i happy lik siao^^

rawr..

first thing first..

i first time nv go for training leh..>.<

abit guilty..

mus apologise to gabby jie..>.<

i tink she was going to gimme some juice..>.<

and den i didnt turn up for training..>.<

and i didnt tell her..>.<

sorwee gabby jie..>.<

sorwee..>.<

mummie and my doctor dun lemme go..>.<

rawr...>.<

Friday, February 22, 2008

the pain..T.T

i cant talk..

i cant rant..

i cant do anything..

THIS PAIN IS KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!

help!!!!!!!

EXAM WEEK IS FINALLY OVER!!!

NOW IT IS THE TIME FOR FUN PEACE LAUGHTER AND JOY!!

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S ARE HERE!!!!!!!

RAWR..

ok..enjoy ur holidays..^^

i'm preparing for the would be trial camp..

its coming up on the 8 & 9 of march..

gotta get presents for my mum..

her bdae is coming..>.<

gotta get ready to go wild..

I WANNA GO SENTOSA!!!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

HEY PEOPLE..FOR THOSE WHOSE EXAMS ARE LIK OVER,
REJOICE PEOPLE SHOUT FOR JOY!!!
WHOO!
for those whose exams are lik jus abt to start or are in the middle of exams..
jiayouus hard..
mug hard an it will be over soon...
trust me i had already endure it thru..
whee~~
.
okay...milli shall stop rejoicing and start blogging shit..^^
lets see...
today..as usual i was the first pharm student to walk free..
free of exams..
free of stress..
free of air-con-less room..=D
wahahaha...
went to LSCT..
cos mei mei wanted to go there and see her dear..
rawr!!
den we had our lunch there...
mei realised dat she had lost her mini braclet..
i guess she was kinda upset abt it..
too bad she couldn't find it back after tracing it all the way to our ex-exams venue..
rawr...no worries..
heex...
.
took a bus cos the rest of the people are lik so lazy to walk to the bus stop opp KAP..
exercise ma..
rawr!!!!
-bites-
den later took a bus to Tangs..
den on the bus as talking abt the camps we had..
and the pact we decided to make for the next 10 years down the road..
haha...will put the pact detail in the other blog of mine..
and den went to cathay at the orchard area..
no idea wad izzit called..
no wan to rmb also..
bought tickets for the 3.05pm jumper show..
went to take neoprints and we almost went mad can..
rawrrawrrawr!!!
hahahahaha...
den went to the bits and pieces shop i tink..
cant rmb..
den went to look at the rings there...
kirei!!!!
we went in an out of the shop lik more den 5 times can..
be4 we decided to lik buy rings for the each of us...
to rmb our frenship by..
went back to the shop after the movie and den bought the rings and did some engraving...
we all engraved our own names..
and also the dae of today..
190208..
its doesnt mean our frenship started today..
or dat our frenship will only last till today..
its jus to mark the veri first time we went out as a group together and dat we will still remain frens...
letting the ring be a mark of our frenship..
haha..
whee~
really enjoyed today can..
i wan more of these outing with u guys!!
but i wan go out with him more..=X
rawr...
but we shall see..^^
whee~
mug hard ppl..
den u guys can enjoy urself lik no one's business le^^

A grp photoie!!!

Our rings of frenship^^

me and edah..=X RAWR!!

In the dark blackie cinema

I took this photo!!! Looked nice without me^^

i jus realised sth..

edah is in every pic here..

so i shall declare her de queen of camwhore!!

woots!!

Friday, February 15, 2008

CANTCONCENTRATEONAHI'MSUPPOSEDTOBESTUDYING!!!!

WTHHOWAMIGOINGTOFREAKINGSTUDYANDRMBALLTHENOTES?!!?!

IONLYHAVARETARDEDBRAINDATISUSEDNOTFORSTUDYINGCAN!!!

SIANI'MSOFREAKINGHAVINGHEADACHEANDFEELINGSOFREAKING

UNWELL!!!

ITINKDATIWILLDIETMLANDIWONTSTUDYINTHELIBRARYTML!!!

WHYLIDATSIA!!!

ITINKIWILLSLEEPINTHELIBRARYTML!!!

ELSEISHALLGOBACKHOMEANDTAKEAREST!!

BUTITINKISHUDSTAYWITHTHEMANDWATCHTHEMMUGWHILEISLP!!

ARGH..FUDGEITALL..

I'MHAVINGC&CANDHACAN...

SOSOSOSOSOWANNAJUSGIVEUPANDCRYANDBANGTHEWALL..

RAWR!!

SOMEONETAKEAGUNANDBRINGITTOMYHEADANDPULLTHETRIGGER!!!

IWILLOPENMYEYESANDTHANKTHEPERSON!!!

RAWR!!!

-emos-

whee~~~

15 feb is lik finally here le..

my OBC is lik over!!!

woots..

-screams for joy-

but tink i spend too much time on my OBC liao..

cos i haven finish studying my INPH..

rawr...

can die already...

deaded...

-bites-

so i tink i either going to burn midnight oil today and chiong..

and risk slping in the library tml..

else i die for tml's test..

rawr...

i tink i wil reject the latter...

rawr..

shall burn midnight oil today..

and i tink i can find ppl to pei me stay up today..^^

rawr..

and oh did i mention i got lik this new fetish for biting and rawring at ppl online and in sms?

no?

so now i'm telling u...

so beware..

i might bite u on msn anytime...

i tink mayb i'm lik teething...

ik hamster lidat...

rawr!!!

-bites INPH notes-

rawrrawrrawrrawr!!!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

RAWR...

today went back to sch..

supposedly to study de..

den in the end..

lemme review wad i studied...

INPH half chpt..

OBC 2 chapt..

gawd..

i honestly need to buck up..

chiong abit..

but i dun feel lik..

hais..

wad is wrong with me?

Monday, February 11, 2008

mmmm...bored to death studying chem..

i finished the biological chapters liao..

hais...

nth to be proud of..

i tink i'm lagging behind sia...

michan finish so many chapters of INPH le..

i still haven did more den 2 chapters..
wanna faint soon le..

donno how can anyone study without falling aslp lor..

dey can be called pro cos when i study chem..

i 90% of the time go orh orh de...

heh..

retarded rite^^

hais...

anyway..cny over le..^^

got less den 200 bucks..

if my mum and dad nv gimme de amt dey gave..

i tink this year only less den 40..LOL

cos nv go ard visiting much..

and most give the usual amt even though we lik every year growing older and older..

nonono..i wont say older..

err..more mature..yes..dats the word..

but i still not mature..

still veri childish^^

heex..but i lik being childish..

mature somemore i tink i wont recognise myself le..

^^ V

mmm...exams dats looming so near sia..

abit starting to panic le..

everything also haven really study finish yet sia..

hais..going back to sch to study..

hope hope can really finish everything..

at least can ppl pei me study^^

hais..

got mixed feelings..

wan exams to faster finish..

but also dowan..

exams finish le den can go out with the girls..

jehanne edah and michelle..

haven gone out with them alone be4..

but the faster exams finish..

the nearer the date is for my surgery..

hais..

dowan to exp the pain again..

wad to do!!!!

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Hmm..

happy cny to all^^

hahahahaha...

mmm..i tink i today became more of a camwhore le..

suddenly realise shud take photo..

else if anything happen to me at least ppl still can rmb me or sth.^^

hurhur...~

cenuf nonsense..and more pics^^

these are jus some of the pics nia..

The above 2 are of my family^^

1st pic (from left): mum, me, y.bro melvyn, dad^^

2nd pic (from left): me, mum, dad, melvyn^^

all wearing new clothes..^^

btw..i first time wearing orange..=x

i tink i look lik a monster..=X

Now..

i shall introduce the cousins that i'm closer to..^^

(from top, left): Gavin, Kai Chung, Jackson (from now on shall be ChuChu =D), Melvyn, Ming Zhe..

Next the girls..

we are a small bunch meh~

(from left): Kai Leng, Qiao Hui, me (milli) ^^

Introducing the whole nice pic!!!

wahahaha~

though i noe i spoil the photo^^

(from top, left): Melvyn, Ming Zhe,Kai Leng, Gavin, Kai Chung, Me.., Jackson a.k.a. ChuChu, Qiaohui..

btw..dat was according to the age..the back is the youngest de..^^

the only thing wrong is dat agter gavin shud be me den kai chung and chuchu..^^

cos i in the middle den i tired so i sat down..=X

This one is real funni..

i took it for fun^^

den dey still pose till so nice when the title is obviously wrong..

was laughing thruout^^

Another of our full pic^^

this time is also according to the age..

but the youngest in front^^

heex..

dowan to show the according the height..

i shorter den all the guy dere except for my brother and i tink ming zhe..

the rest..no need say..

i tallest among the girls..^^

tallest is KC..den is gav..

den is chuchu..den me den donno is MZ or mel..

den qiaohui jie jie^^ last KL^^

heex..

but was fun lah..

we might be having a mini outing for us..^^

on sat..

but i also not sure..

currently discussing..

but the chuchu donno go till where liao..

he dowan come talk to us..

den we cant cfm..=X

bad chuchu..

and gav say dat i sound lik i calling doggie..

i tink i more of calling girl lidat..

those little mei mei on the streets..=X

ROFL!

wish all a happy chinese new year..

and hope dat for those having exams after cny..

to pass with flying colours^^

Monday, February 04, 2008

wasnt really myself today..

fell in love with another new song..

blame it on my brother..

he has the song..

den he let me hear it and i fell in love in it..

and i made him send it to me..

okok..

not really his fault..

but hey, he dun hav to play it..=X

(trying to push the blame to others)

(and succeeding^^)

wasnt myself mainly cos i not feeling well when i woke up today..

tummy hurts lik hell..

and for no reason..

tot it was gastric and went to eat..

no use..

hais..

den was hurtin all day long..

but pretended lik nth was wrong..

heh..

tied to live life as it is..

for today..

but sometimes..

i dun even noe wad happened to me..

while walking down the stairs with jyan talking beside me..

den suddenly i cant see a thing..

but i can hear jyan talking to me..

hais..

even though it was lik for a few seconds or so..

it was kinda scaring..

tot for a moment dat i was blind again..

hais..

den tripped..

luckily mei was there to hold on to me..

else i tink i really roll down the stairs liao..

hais..

abit scaring..

no mood for the rest of the day..

but den didnt wanna scared the rest..

so pretended..

haha..

got used to pretending its jus a cup of tea to me..

but its really getting scary nowadays..

i keep having this short flashes of blackness..

even when sitting down..

i hav to idea..

dun ask me..

ask my pair of retarded eyes..

hais..

no idea wad to do now..

other den chiong my studies ba..

hopefully dey cfm the date for the forum outing so i cfm which day goin to yingli hse..=X

hais..

hope no more of these blackness appearing..

Saturday, February 02, 2008

OMG...

i cant believe wad i jus did...

meh..

teacher elaine called me jus now..

and asked me whether i can help with teacher qing qing chinese class..

meh..

sian..

from 230 all the way to 930..

meh..

i kinda scared sia..

but hey..

once in a lifetime experience and all dat..

so i tink i will try it put ba..

but i still scared sia..

first class is the pri 3..

den later got sec 1 class!!

OMG!!

i scared..>.<

my chinese not veri good de..

i scared later dey laugh at me or sth..

meh..how ah..

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!

first time taking a class..

veri nervous..

bleah..

dunno wad to do..

although teacher elaine reassured me its jus guiding them and asking them to do worksheets..

and den giving them the answers and asking them to copy..

but i tink they also will ask me questions and such..

i wonder how i can do it..

eee.

i wonder why on earth did i say i'll try..

meh..

but since she tinks i can do it den i will try lor..

hopefully..

not too tough..

but i tink i will stress out sia..

i hav no idea wad to do de..

once nia..

i shall do it only once..

i tink helping the kids rather den asking them to come for make up lessons..

shud be better ba..

now i stressing myself up le..

bleah..

hope tml pass quickly..=X

was bored and went back to frenster after a long time..

132 invites..LOL

den i did this quiz on wad ur birthdate says abt u..

birth date: 2nd June

You're so intuitive, it's like you have senses beyond just the 5 senses humans have.

You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many good friends.

Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.

For people, you are a shoulder they can lean on, a shoulder of love and affection.

Your greatest strength is:Your universal compassion

Your greatest weakness is:Your unpredictable mood swings

Your lucky color is:Mauve

Gemini goes best with Libra, Aquarius, Aries and Leo.

(too bad..I'm not with any libra, aquarius, aries or leo..)

Friday, February 01, 2008

WWWWHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

got back OBC practical results today..

meh..

i shudn't be dat proud of myself..

its a open book test anyway..

my marks shud be higher dat wad i tink..=x

but good thing is dat i got all my practical hands-on portion all correct...^^

so dat part got full marks..

de rest cos i got study a bit..

den jus pure flipping thru the pages..

so a score of 72 jus nice ba..

jus over my target of 70..

hais..

still too pathetic to pull up my avg score..

sian sian..

need to score better..

but i tink i pract might do a bit better den the rest of the theory..

mayb only..

but i dun tink dats true also..hais..

aiya..

dunno lor..

jus try harder..

this time de goal to pass 3.0..

die die mus try my best le..

else i tink i will tio skinned by mum..

hope not..

i dowan be lik snake lidat..^^

mmm..anyway..

i realise my room is super messy..

cos my books all over table..

my stuffed squirrel m.i.a...TT

cant find it..

sobs..

my brother's christmas gift to moi..

now dunno disappear under which pile of paper le..

sian..be4 cny mus pack pack..

bleah..

talking abt cny wor..

first day whole family in spore..

2nd day..parents go overseas sia..

T.T

and den i'm lik supposed to still go ard visiting and takkaire my bro..

hope he wont wanna stay at home and play sia..

first i will not able to study..

next..

i no $$$ to collect.

and i wanna $$$..

$_$

heehee..

$$$$$$$$$ <3

hurhur...

ok..i siao liao...hahaha

hais..

i slowly countdown ba^^

13 days..(^_^)

21 days..(T.T)