Is this my existence?

Friday, October 23, 2009

Many things happened today..

Napfa..

Tony's bday.. (happy 20th!)

Went to just have a dinner together with Cali and THK..

Walked around and ended up at KFC..

It wasn't too bad..

Talk flowed and we were discussing about post trip activities..

Atmosphere was calm..

I was just happy to be all of them..

Kind of free to speak up..

THK is easy to talk to..

Everyone was contributing..

Either in clearing the food..

Or in the chatter..

We should do that more often..

Apparently it drives my no-mood mood away..

Once again..

Happy 20th for Tony..^^

Happy 19th for Raffy..

Hope you enjoy today [:

But after it all, I fell from the cliff in my heart's world..and I died...

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

"Sticks and stones may break our bones,

But words don't do nuts."

Sometimes..

This is so not true..

The tone in the sentence..

The usage of words..

The careless intended/unintended words that spews from the mouth..

It hurts more than being beaten up..

Seriously Mel..

I come home and you gimme this kind of attitude..

I don't think I did anything wrong by asking you to open the door for me..

Sure, you might die in the game..

But that's all..

It's just a stupid game..

And sometimes i wonder why I do so much for you..

Went out in China just to get a present for you..

When I simply loathe shopping..

Seriously..

It makes whatever I do freaking useless..

And it's getting to me..

I'm starting to hate to face you..

Cos you are starting to be like everyone else..

Talking nicely when you need help..

And ignoring me when you don't..

Heck..

Just a simple brush-off can make me feel this way..

I'm too sensitive for my own good..

I think too much and too deep..

But that's who I am..

And I'm starting to give up on rendering help when you need it..

It's getting tiring to maintain that mask at home when facing you..

Seriously..

I'm tired..

Dead beat..

Monday, October 19, 2009

First day of school..

WISP was hilarious..

In a sense..

Well..at least i know that some of my class mates were in the same class..

And that even some of my jap class peeps were insides..

It was quite fun..

Tho I'll say that the assignment does not look pretty..

Seriously..

9 Nov they are extending my IS module time!!

4 hours of conference is horrible..

Seriously horrible..

Like what the heck..

But it's alright..

At least there's air conditioning..

First day went all right..

I guess..

Sunday, October 18, 2009

First outing ytd after coming back from China..
Haven each other for ages..
Okays fine..
I see them everyday in Wuhan but yea..
Not used to not seeing them on a daily basis..

Met them all at Orchard..

Handsome guys and pretty lady..

Yee Tat, Tony and Calista..

*whistles*

Oh and the colour combination was like..o.o

Yee Tat and Cali were wearing white based clothes..

Tony and I were wearing black based clothes..

And i swear..

Cali is freaking hot..XD

Too bad she doesn't wear that to sch..

She will dazzle and burn all the guys available..^^V

But..she was late for the meeting..(Cali u owe us a treat still!)

We took a long time to decide wad to have for lunch..

Be4 settling on Mos Burger..

It was quite fun..

Haven had so much fun going out since the last outing with JEM..

Walked around everywhere..

To Ion Orchard..

To Wisma..

Then as my hands were itching..

We went down to Dhoby Ghout..

For me to go to the arcade..

Spent a wee bit too much cash there..

This coming week is going to be low on cash..=X

Oh well..

At least i had some fun^^V

Then walked ard and ended up at Carl's Junior for dinner..

Hilarious thing happened..

Yee Tat wanted a medium upsize and onion rings..

So by default his medium will change to large..

And the look on his face when he saw the large cup was priceless!!

Seriously..

He didnt even finished his drinks in the end..

It was fun..despite not buying anything..

A nice memory of hanging out together and enjoying the day..

Thursday, October 15, 2009

You changed me..

In various minute ways..

But I can't change you..

Your emotions were too rooted..

You really changed me..

You let me become more of who I am..

Had let me remove my mask occasionally..

I'm wondering..

How can I do more for you..

Instead of you always doing things for me..

You catch me when I fall..

There for me when i falter..

Show me new experiences..

Chase my boredom away..

But it seems that I can't do that for you..

And somehow..

This is heart-wrenching..

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Is finally back from China..
Anyone missed me? ^^v
Anyways..
To me, this trip is really fruitful..
I've gotten so many different experiences..
Many new frens..
Found more frens to love..
Seen the new and old sides of new and old frens..
Visited so many sites of historical value..
Faced the different troubles that came up..
Solved different problems..
Overcame issues of the heart and mind..
All in all..
Really too many things..
Can't really imagine changing so much in just a mere 6 weeks..
Well, I'm finally back to stay..
So u guys can stop missing me le uhh..
Okays..I'm veri bhb now..=X
Whee~
Nevermind uhh..
Just lemme go crazy for now..
Keke~
I'm now missing frens and ppl dat i'd known in china..
So not used to just walking over to their rooms when want to talk to them..
They are now at back home all ard SG..
Looking through the little photos I have..
The times that had been xfered to long lasting pictures..
Were times not to be forgetten..
Those times where no pictures were taken..
Either due to the reason that there were no cameras at the time..
Or because pictures will not be able to capture the beauty of the moment..
Will be kept deep in the heart..
No amount of time will corrode those beautiful picture frames..
Kept in the drawing room of the 18th century house deep in my heart..
Always ready for me to visit..