Millison,

By the time you recieved this email I
would have already left Singapore.

Although i know you don't check your mail
often, I just send this at the exact time i leave.
I'm sorry that the past
had happened.

I know that I've actually broken your
heart somehow.

I really enjoyed the times we had
together, even though it was a mere one month.

It was fun being with you and seeing your
eagerness at new stuff

like the bowling trip we had and the night
walk at West Coast Park.

Each new day was a bore to me in the past,

but your presense somehow make it so much
easier to carry on.

I know I'm in the wrong,

I never should have agreed to what my
friends had proposed.

Perhaps now it's too late for both of
us.

I regretted my actions, I really
do.

I broke up with my current girlfriend
because

I don't think i have the kind of feelings
i used to have.

I wanted us to be back together, but you
refused.

Just as i though. I've hurt you deeply,

not once but twice.

I know I don't hold another chance with
you.

I seen you in school,

seen that you're happy with your life
there.

But you still emo some times.

Really hope you can stop that,

ain't good for your own health.

One moment you are smiling and the other
moment you looked as if ur world crashed.
I'm following my parents overseas
because of their work.

I hope my departure can take away your
sorrow and all the sad memories,

leaving you with only the good memories we
had.

Forgive me, I know I've hurt you.

I hope you can get a better guy in the
future.

I hope you understand that I did what I
had to,

(I'm referring to the bet).

You might not want it but i hope we can
still keep in touch through email.
With a heavy heart,

XXXX