Is this my existence?

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Whee!!!
my swelling fo the cheek went down ler...
YYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally not looking lik some pathetic idiot who hav puffer fish cheeks^^
WOOTS!
haha...a wee bit too excited liao..khi siao already..
correction..
i already khi siao in the first place..=D
hahaha...
oh..and did i mention..
now my left hand is peeling..
and i didnt even touch it!
(cos not fun to peel anymore..=X)

see below..=X

OH..and 19 was my dad's bdae..=)

went to Pariss to have our dinner..

love the food there..

especially the choc fondue..=)

from left: choc-coated grapes, choc coated marshmellows..=)

Chocolate fondue!!!

cute gingerbread hse..made of biscuits!

pity its for display only..=)

my handwritten words..was full and bored..=X

to celebrate christmas..we had a hearty meal at home..pizza!!

2 whole roasted chickens..=) yummy..=)

Monday, December 24, 2007

i realised dat i veri itchy hand..>.<

haha...cos of the NYAA camp i tio sunburnt..

den moi skin start to peel..

hur hur..

and i really veri itchy hand..

haha...

see the diff in skin tone..

wa haha...

result of being itchy hand..

lols..

waste of tan..=D

Saturday, December 22, 2007

PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STUPID WISDOM TOOTH SURGERY!!!!

DRILL MY TOOTH INTO SO MANY PARTS DEN PULL TILL SO PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

PAIN AH PAIN AH PAIN AH!!!

SOBS..T.T

stupid sia..

they stitched my gums where they pulled out the tooth..

and now my gums swell lik nobody's business..T.T

painfully sia..

den when wake up jus now my left cheek lik i keeping an egg there lidat..

den my bro said its not an eg..

is giant fishcake..

totally no link lor..T.T

i wonder if i shud go to work tml..

its gonna hurt talking and the impact when i walk cfm will jar my cheek de..

haiz..and the pain wont lemme concentrate on wad i hav to do..wonder if i shud jus let wendy go to work tml..=X

haiz..

how troublesome this is..

i tink i not gg to do the operation next fri..

jus go and remove the stitches next fri and rest..

and my bo had to scare me by saying dat removing of the stitches gonna hurt..

damn u melvyn..

hate u for eating goreng pisang in front of me..T.T

i cant eat my fish den u still say its lik shit..

not meant for u to eat..

i wan to eat also cannot lor..

u fagger..T.T

sobs..

cant bear to think when will my next wisdom tooth surgery be..T.T

haiz.............

I DOWAN TO GO FOR THE WISDOM TOOTH SURGERY AGAIN!!!!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Hmmm...back from the NYAA camp already...

no one miss me rite..haha...

i noe i noe..^^

okok..serious sia...

lemme see...

the NYAA camp arh..

to me i tink is a little disorganised..

but i had fun sia..haha...

first day was the normal usual ice breaking thingy..

den i got into the same grp woth samuel and sherylin..

both from GLs..

den also with yuan cheng and nigel and jasmine^^

heehee..i got all their contacts^^

but i tink among all the days i still lik day 2 the best..

cos we had a ful day of kayaking at pasir ris park!!

kayaked with kor kor..

i tink he did the most work..

haha..cos i tired liao..^^

day 3 to pulau ubin..

mmm..cycle till the butt hurts..>.<

mmm...contributed to my sunburn..><

nose i peeling and arm is peeling..sobs!!!!

oh well..at least i tanned my arms^^

oh oh...edit abit..i add some photos..

i not posting photos of ppl cos i haven get their permission..^^

This is the picture of the quarry..

another view of the same quarry^^

took this while on the bumboat to P.Ubin..^^

Thursday, December 06, 2007

CATS finally over le^^

but dat means dat CT is coming..-.-

haiz...ganbatte ne mina-san..

and of cos..i gotta jiayouus also..>.<

also..i realise i need to reply a long post to those who tag my blog..

To Joel (frost):

Lol..

i was feeling better after dat day..

but i still donno whether i can carry on listening to the lesson..

cos i really cannot grasp the meaning of wad she says..

and i really hate dat feeling..

veri me being veri useless leh..

and i dowan to use ur fingernails LOL

cos i believe mine is longer den urs and i can cut more easily..

but nah..i rather use sth else..

thanks for concern..

To Ken:

i noe wad u mean..but sometimes i jus cant help thinking this way and doing these things..

haha...but honestly..

i tink dat i need to experience physical pain to trigger my being sane..

rather den drawing madly on the paper to vent my anger and frustration..

i tink this way might be better..

can save the trees also..

but cut is hand only..

so nvm..

wont die from it de..

and cant see cos not obvious^^

lalala~

oh well..CATS i tink it was horrible lah..

dey keep making me laugh and laugh during my self presentation for my reflection..

haiz..i tink my performance sure kns de..

veri sad now..

wasted so much time on it and den the results are bound to be lik shit..

haiz..

can cry lor..

i'm counting on the IS modules to pull my grades up a bit..

but i tink i cant possibly rely on it huh..

-sigh-

tired le..

and here my bro wanna do his work so passing his com bak to him...

oh yeaa...

those hu free and wanna play some games inline..

go dl fiesta..

haha..i super bored and found this mmorpg game^^

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Self-Reflection

This would be my 76th blog post I guess. So much had occurred during the start of the new semester and I haven’t been updating my blog since then. Guess it would be the chance to speak out about what I’ve learnt. We were given puzzles that made us think out of the box, and in some cases, literally. It was just to see how creative our minds could be. We were then made familiar with SCAMPER over the next few classes. SCAMPER helped us in coming up with new ideas. Even in normal classroom environment where we were supposed to come out with new some ideas, I realize that I’m coming up with ideas by using SCAMPER. Subconsciously, I’m applying the skills that I’ve learnt and I must say that it’s really helping me a lot.

More classes and more skills, kind of like direct proportion or so I felt. If I’m not wrong, next up was forced association. Forced association is like, how would I say it, more of trying to think of making the seemingly impossible possible. For example, forcing a cactus with a toy bear will, in my opinion, form a bear having a cactus-like spear. I have to admit that Mrs. Goh’s teaching methods are fun and there were often bouts of laughter in the class. Inventive thinking taught us to combine more than two or more ideas together. Our group had over 50 ideas in the end. I find it useful for we can come up with more possibilities from what we see in our daily lives. The art of coming up with new ideas instead of sticking to the old ones and modifying it might be a fresh look to future projects and might help us harness more marks.

Narrowing it down to 5 and further narrow it down to 1 final idea using decision making, another useful skill. The criteria are the factors helping us to narrow our scope down to the final product, Transcanner. Learning how to choose the correct factors for important decision making was one of the many rewards of this module. With the 6 different coloured hats, I find it easier to expand my ideas and find new ideas. Not only that, with the hats, we are able to find faults with our product and correct and improve it.

To sum it all up, I personally feel that this module has lots in store for me. Some examples are being to learn how to put your own creativity to good use and also to apply some of the knowledge learnt in your own course.

Labels: Cats Self reflection

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

What the hell..not a veri good way to start the day..

was freaking tired and dad keep spamming me abt not slping in the SIM canteen..

while he sits there and read his newspaper..

why he have to care so much abt..

ppl tired cannot meh..

wth lah...

i'm already freaking pissed when i cant finish my CATS project and i didnt save it cos the stupid batt jus went out lidat..

den when i on it the internet connection was cut off..

f lah..

stupid lah..i wanna complete my work also cannot meh..

its lik i hav to do it and hand it all in by lik in less den 48 hrs tym..

cant i jus complete it all at a go so i dun hav to spend more of the shorter hrs to do and spend my holy tym trying to tink of how to freaking do this thing..

this is lik freaking irritating..

and den in the early morning nag and nag again..

buay tahan one leh..

cant find my CMB practical book and den wad..cant even rmb whether i got hand in my CMB logbook anot..

den later cfm one more tym tio pissed one..

INPH tio pissed off cos i dun understand wad the fuck she trying to explain..

the more she try to explain..

the more confused i gt..

den the rest understand and i lik the only fucking person dat cant get it..

den let her cont..

ownself read and understand liao she come confuse me again with some other f-ing explaination..

i had enuf liao..

i totally lik give up on the supid tutorial which i did till lik Q4 nia..

totally fed up with myself for not being able to catch up with the whole class..

den everyone lik doing till so happily and i the only one down there fuming cos i dun get a fucking thing..

now wad..i vent my anger on a piece of waste paper by scratching lines into it..

draw and draw harder till i tore the paper..

den she hav to come and ask me wad the hell i doing..

saying dat the paper is lik so poor thing..

i jus freaking stare at her and den she was lik asking me whether i'm angry at sth she done..

its not ur fault..

jus dat i'm stupid and not meant to be in this class.

jus lik wad my mum said..

only dat i dun tink i shud be studying at all..

cos i'm too much of an idiot..

now already so pissed off...

use the scissors to cr8 pain on my hands again..

but sian..no blood got the pain..

was so shiok..

damn..else i tink i would hav blown my top..

not to mention later still have chemistry..

i tink later will really burst out lor..

knn..even though it is lik 1 hr..

but i really cannot take it liao lah..

after the practical where all they do is yak and yak..

when all i wanna do is to be alone..

fuck it all..

fuck my stupidity..

and here it is where she ask me whether i'm angry at her..

and den i dun wanna even to answer her..

den michelle jus had to say dat i'm jus tired and went bak to asking her questions..

heck i'm not tired den..i was lik fucking, really and dangerous pissed off..

realise dat no one can understand me..

even though edah and jehanne tried their methos of 'cheering' me up..

but i tink practically its useless lah..

cos when i'm pissed..

i'm really pissed off..

i dun even wanna talk to anyone now..

and den now its lik OBC and den got this stupid audit i tink where a mrs or wad Chang is coming and see OBC lecturer i tink..

so much trouble and den its lik so so so so so...

i can safely say dat if anyone is going to pissed me off one more tym i tink i'm goin to kill the person..i swear it..

really really cannot take it anymore..

and den now its lik everyone is so freaking noisy and so teh now..

cannot take it...

better not let anyone tlk to me right now..

cos i will diao them..

and also i cannot take the way my grp function..

cos in the end will be so fucking irritating..

i hate all the ppl now..

damn damn damn damn damn irritating..

even though those who i'm always hanging out with..

everyone is getting on my nerves!!!!!

Monday, December 03, 2007

Q: NAME A FREND WHO'S NAMES STARTS WITH A 'S'A:

Sammie Jie!! <33

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS

A:Samuel Siew -.-

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?

A: im sure i will- Joanna

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?

A: mayb..=D

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?

A: Nopey, I've rebonded my hair be4..

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?

A: I dun really go to concerts..

Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?

A: not sure..all dat i noe are cool in their own ways..

Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT ?

A: Blur sotong..

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?

A: Chicken rice..

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?

A: msn @ samuel: haha..

real life @ Wai Lok: ask Jevon to bring blank A4 size paper..

sms @ Joanna: Hope you like the present^^

phone @ Jevon: Cya..

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?

A: rarely.. not much time..

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE, DONNIEDARKO?

A: wakarimasen desu~

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?

A: hunting for food yes..=X

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?

A: NUUU!!i dowan..>.<>

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, ''I LOVE YOU'' AND MEANT IT?

A: said be4..meant it..but didn't work out..

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?

A: doing my CATS..

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?

A: Yeaa...sot0ng..blur..milli..mil..

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?

A: depends..

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?

A: Melvyn..>.<

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?

A: ab0..

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?

A: i dun clean up nice..i clean up my table..^^

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?

A: nv played with a skateboard..scared of falling on my butt...

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDE YOUR HOUSE?

A: On the bus on the way home..almost everyday..

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?

A: i not so rich to own a car..

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?

A: i haven't seen a movie for the past 2 weeks..i hav no life man^^

Q: WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST?

A: myself..

Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?

A: not really bah..

LAST...

1) person you saw: my dad -he is going to work-

2) talked to on the phone: Jevon -calling abt CATS stuff-

3) hugged: Janani -i always hug her-

4) person you texted: Joanna

TODAY...

1) date: 3 December 2007

2) plans: finish my CATS oral presentation

3) dislikes about tomorrow: one day closer to the CATS presentation and one day closer to the CMB CT..>.<

CURRENTLY...

1) missing someone: yeaa...but he doesn't know my new blog url..

2) mood: frustrated and emo-ing..

TRUE OR FALSE...

a morning person:

False~, i always like to slp in..

I am a perfectionist:

...~ not veri sure...

I am an only child:

False~, I have one quite irritating younger brother.

I am currently in my pajamas:

False~, In sch in some rdm clothes dat was lying ard..

I am online 24/7: False~, parents will kill me..

I am very shy around the opposite gender:

False~, Not really..i cant go high easily even with someone i not too familiar with..

I can be paranoid:

True~, especially with CT and exams ard the corner..

I currently regret something that I have done:

True, alot of stuff

I enjoy talking on the phone:

..., but no one to tok on the fone with

I have a lot to learn: True~, definitely.. i'm still 17!!!!!

I have a secret: everyone has their secrets =)

PASS THIS ON

1) Wendy 2)Jehanne 3)Joel

Saturday, December 01, 2007

i suddenly realise i haven been studying much sia..

lol...jus last sun went to study with wendy at mos burger at sembawang...

mmm...really studied lik 4 chapts of CMB..

haha...

wrote out all the notes and i tink can still rmb bah^^

mmm...

and i realise dat hong wei is looking at me blog..

haha...

not concentrating on ur studies ah hong wei~

LoLs..haha...i also sibeh wu liao liao...^^

den jus now not a few seconds ago was online talking to samuel..

was lik so sian diao lah..

cos we were arguing abt spamming and him spamming my msn...

till i lag lik no one's business...>.<

cant even let sth load lor..

den i cant do anything...

with him spamming me i cant even hav the thoughts to do and do my CATS stuff.

haiz...i stil got so many things haven finalise yet lor...

haiz stress stress...>.<

somemore noe got PBL liao...

CMB and INPH together de...T.T

really will cry lor..

somemore the medicines on which we are doing we also catch no ball on wad it is abt der lor..>.<

sth abt homeopathic medicine..

haiz..

wad the drug effects is similar to the symtomps of the disease..>.<

can die lah..

i read wad is available in wiki and i still dun understand wad its trying to say lor..

and to tink the rest also not sure abt wad it is..

and we took it because we didn't want to take the traditional indian and malay medicines..

cos we tink dat is touhger den the rest..

not alot of information..

haiz...and we are the group with 4 members..

and we supposed to do the project durng the hols...

haiz...when i'm working and everything..

i wonder if i can get enuf tym to complete tehe whole thing anot..

since i tink we still hav GLs on wed..and sat i'm free from work..donno lah..

plus my wisdom teeth surgery dat is coming up...>.<

scared liao..>.<

oh yea..

one more thing..^^

Happy bdae!!

Joanna~

JieYing~

Melvyn~

all the 3rd dec babies^^

heehee...

hope u hav a happy day..

smile always..

except for melvyn..bleah..

cos melvyn u suck..

lalalala~

for ur information..

Melvyn is my younger brother..^^

haha...so makes no difference..

cos who ask him not to lemme play games and help mum instead of me..

bleah..no bdae present for u stupid boi..

Waahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~