Is this my existence?

Sunday, July 27, 2008

my darling watch is broken

translation: my darling watch is broken..

Thursday, July 24, 2008

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.
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#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Uh...i have not much idea..
jus noe dat after the person wont veri pretty after dat..=/
Nah..
i donno sia lah..
its bad memories..=/

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I dunno..
I dun hav a realistic dream..
but I guess it will be monetary?
will be good for the family..=)

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
erm..my dream wedding?
black pls?
heex..
not too sure cos I nv tot abt it till so far ahead..

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
yarhs..
I hate planning ahead..
and when someone does dat for me..
i get so confused and super irritated..
like now..=/

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
A homo sapien..
with a good personality..
and always give in to me..
so probably wont exist..=)

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
It all depends on the situation and all..
But should be loving someone ba..
though both have its own major problem to me..

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Wait till I've found that someone then I decide..
But if its really the case..
I'll wait till maybe as long as I can..
as long as it is not too troublesome for me..

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Be happy that he is happily attached to someone..
Isn't liking someone wishing that he/she is being happy even though he/she is not with you?

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yes..
Super alot of things and yarhs..

#10. Is being tagged fun?
YESS!!!
I love Yewey for tagging me^^

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Using my eye and seeing myself in the mirror?
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...
...
I dunno..
Told you that I hate to plan ahead..
Hopefully still retain the emo streak^^v

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Mummy Daddy Melvyn Me

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Easily high..caring & kind
Moo-ish..=)

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Rich and single..
Money makes everything easier..

#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
press the snooze button on my hp when alarm rings..

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Depends..

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
No one..
Until I can confirm feelings and all that shit..

#18. What type of friends do you like?
No preferences..
I like those who like to make frens..
Well..mabbe..

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
Those who talks too loud..
Cos I get headache when that happens..

Tagged By:Yewey!
Tagging: Jehanne, Valerie, Edah, Melvyn, Wendy, Ken, Jamie, Irfan

Sunday, July 20, 2008

was bored..

is bored..

and will be bored..

wth..

all the tests coming again..

jus finished retest on fri nia..

nv really read alots..

but yea..could do most of the questions and stuff lidat..

damn damn..

the jap exams are coming again..

and i getting all so stressed..

dun really wanna go for the test..

but if i skip..

i will be lik wasting money and also wasting all the time i had spent in the jap classes..

damnations..

no choice liaos..

tink i hav to chiong jap and all..

and i haven managed to do the deco for the booth for the damn up coming event sia lah..=/

darn darn darn..

really lik no mood to play even..

psp is thrown onto table and nv even touch it cans..

been reading manga non stop..

sian lik hell..

donno wad to do..

jus dun feel lik doing anything..

mabbe dats jus it..

this feeling will sooner or later lead me to my doom cans..

needa start reading soon..

studying..and reading..and stressing..and chionging..and siao-ing..

LOL..

anyways..

still wondering if its possible to go to OTC..

heex..

after immersion trip go OTC..

abit hiong leh..

and i still need to pay for the trip myself..

means i hav to work a few more hours to be able to pay for the trip..

-smash fist on wall-

damnations..

abit sian of going to work..

cos i dun really noe how to tutor and all dat..

and mabbe i shud really cut down on my time there..

i'm needing more time den ever on my modules..

cos its really getting on my nerves..

the way the teacher talk..

especially for the path modules..

i hate it the way how it lulls me to slp..

damn..

the temptation to fall aslp is so great i gotta do other stuff to keep me awake..

-sigh-

but its really getting tougher..

she really not holding back any punches..

she jus goes on lik some kind of train..

and nv stop..

all from the textbook..

even i find it super duper boring..

mabbe dats part of her life..

sian lik siao lah..

deaded ones..

i hope i can pass her mod..

den do better for the rest..

cos i tink with the way things are going..

i m nv going to get a good grade in her class..

with her boring way of teaching and all..=/

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

lol.lol.lol...

sth wrong with my pics..

well anyway..

i'm lazy to do anything so..

yea..^^v

now doing a quiz tagged by my darlin wifeby

1. The person who last tag you is:

Edah a.k.a Zahidah^^

2. Your relationship with him/her is:

oh nos..

this is tough..=/

i believe..

she is my dear cum wifeby cum fellow sniperian cum classmate cum fellow gls^^

anymore?

and also grand-daughter..

in the family tree..=/

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3. Your five impression of him/her:

cant stop talking..high..loves everyone, including me!!

loves bum fights? and scared of pokes!! yayy baby^^v

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:

been there for me nearly everyday..

and also been there to listen to me when i'm feeling real down and she's the only one who noticed it..=)

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:

DARLING MICHAN!! ; D

6.If he/she become your lover, you will:

accept her with open arms!! keke..^^v

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:

ehh...

if she become my lover ah..

wait until den den say ba..

but most probably no need to change..

since milli loves edah alots alots!!!

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:

she cheated on me?

LOL...!

9. If he/she become your enemy, you will:

cheat back on her!!!

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:

hugs!! and mabbe discuss sth only we noe..=)

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:

she is my darling darling^^v

no one can replace her..ahahahahahaha!!!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?:

emo freak..

lazy pig..

idiot?

13. The characteristics you love about yourself are:

tall?

stupid blur and slow^^v

i like colouring..^^

and i like to emo..

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are:

not clever..

and others..=/

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:

no one..cos if i'm anyone else..

i'm not myself anymore..

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:

HI!!!!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you

(damn edah u took all my options!!)

1. Melvyn [betta do this^^ i noe u r bored^^]

2. Ken [dun ask me why..i jus lik spamming u with quiz]

3. Ying Min [ jus wanna ask u to do^^]

4. Aysraf [i haven asked him to do any quiz sia..]

5. Mary jie^^ [wonder if she got read this]

6. Morgan [i jus feel lik it..]

7. Sammie jie [help me? heex]

8. Xiao wei [she happens to be my daughter^^]

9. Hongwei [cos he is married to my daughter? XD]

10. Wendy!! [dun ask so much..jus do!!]

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?

damn..morgan daddy are u having a relationship?

i hav no idea..=/

19. Is no.9 a male or female?

a guy..

i strongly believe so..

keke

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

i hav no idea..

but i tink its highly impossible..

22. What is no.2 studying about?

ken is studying CBE..

so more of chemical stuff?

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?

last week..

jus said hi if i'm not wrong..^^v

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?

nu er..

wad music band u like?

ps ur mummi donno ones..=)

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?

yea..me..

LOL..he IS my brother after all..~

26. Will you woo no.3?

no...

not considerating..

27. How about no.5?

not going to consider also..

she is my jie jie^^v

28. Is no.4 single?

yea..i guess so..^^

29. What is the surname of no.5?

errmm..

good question..

i hav to admit dat i hav no idea..lim?

30. What 's the hobby of no.4?

not much of an idea..=/

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?

i dun tink dey noe each other..

but~ u nv noe..

32. Where is no.2 studying at?

CBE year 2?

33. Talk something casually about no.1:

Errm..

2 years younger den me..

was irritating..

now more rude..

LOL..

was jking larhs..

wad else to say abt him..

brother lor..

abit on the weird side..

but i m dat way too^^

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?

its nv went far from mum and nu er's relationship..

heex^^v

35. Where does no.9 live at?

AHA I KNOW THIS ONE! Pasir Ris.

[lol..i dun even bother to change edah's answer!]

36. What colour does no.4 like?

errm..

no idea...

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?

no..dey donno each other..=)

38. Does no.7 like no.2?

i doubt so..

cos dey donno each other..

39. How do you get to know no.2?

GLs!!!

40. Does no.1 have any pets?

once we had..

but all went up le..^^v

41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?

err..

i got this feeling no one is sexy LOL..

Saturday, July 12, 2008

some pics from ytd..^^

random ones lah..mainly candid de..^^v

1st pic:

LOL..

i hav no idea wad is morgan trying to do...

either he is trying to hug irfan and changing his mind at the last moment..

or i donno wad..=/

daddy lik big head lidat..

total blockage of daniel's face..

2nd pic:

i personally swear daniel is lik glaring at me..=/

he looks fierce man..T_T

3rd pic:

i see jamie and darryl!!

oh..and once again..

total blockage of daniel's face by daddy fat head..=/

LOLOLOLOLOLOL..^^

4th pic:

veri nice pic..

the angle i took was so nice..

looks lik morgan was abt to kiss irfan or sth..

but den my hp lag..

kns sianations..

so morgan daddy moved away and this is the damn resutls..T_T

sadded..><

anyways.. more pics will be set up..

den the ppl involved can get it from the web..

rite now i gtg bowling^^

heex..

and darryl i wan the grp photos man..><

lolololololololol...

recently in the lol-ing mood cans..

donno why also..

jus feel lik..

everything instead of jus one lol..

i repeat my lols..

until i tink ppl lik edah and michan and jyan is irritated..

hahas..

but its fun..

however..

how its getting tougher to lol..

with the stupid rubber band in my mouth tangling with the red flabby thingy in my mouth..T_T

sadded..

oh well..

at least they can stop hearing me lol repeatedly..

else it mayb goes on..

but for a shorter period of time..=)

well anyways..

2 PBLs down..

and test and other PBL drawing nearer..

super sianations..

dots..

u cant blame me ppl..

PBLs sap the life out of u..

i swear i only hav lik less den half of my 1% usable brain cells left..

and dat is definitely not going to last me for veri long..=/

dangs..

sad things aside..

went out ytd..

to hav early celebration for jyan and jamie's bdae..

LOL..

cos their bdae fall on GLs day..

keke..

wondering if i shud appear..

i'm feeling super lethargic recently..=/

anyways..

i got to try out my hp functions!!

was bz playing with the hp..

till it was too late when i noticed my batt is jus lik 5% to being total flat..

damn damn..

i got some unglam photos..

cos my hp got lag..

so no candid photos..

cos ppl seem to notice my camera and manage a pose be4 the damn picture is taken..

oh but i got 2 pics of candid^^..

at least i tink it was..

if not it would be the ppl in the photo trying to ignore me..=/

which in this case..

is saddening..=X

damn..

rite now waiting to install the sony ericsson suite into my darling lapp..

but apparently taking a long time..

i wan the photos up sia lah..

hais..

later den edit this post..

gotta be good girl and do my iummuno case studies..

later no time to do..gotta go my darling bowling^^v

anyone up for some bowling another time?

not at lousy lanes pls!

during the hols mabbe^^

keke=)

edit: the red flabby thingy i mentioned in the beginning of the post..

i was referring to my tongue..

at the moment of posting..i forgot the name of it..

was tinking till fed up den ask my brother..

i tio suan-ed...=/

pathetic me..T_T

this shows that i really no more brain cells le..

Sunday, July 06, 2008

back to do some random quiz thingy..=/

dun say i lame can irfan..

i all along is lidat one..

well anyways..

continuing from the post below........

20 random things..

lemme come up with the more common stuff abt me..

1. a emo freak..[donno abt this can go bang wall liaos..]

2. like creating scandals!! XD [yewey does too^^]

3. has a super duper complicated family tree..[GLs de..=)]

4. loves black to the core!! [lalalala~]

5. veri veri veri evil^^

6. loves to play a fool, be lame & idiotic! ^^v

7. likes to stay home.. [this is utterly random...]

8. takin japanese EP^^v [running out of things to say!!!]

9. GLs is loveeee!!

10. bookworm..=))

11. forum spammer!! [not in gls ones...]

12. used to study in RSS..[start to boliao le..]

13. currently in love!![LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!]

14. easily bored..=/

15. indecisive..

16. have too much 'wrong' relationships..

17. bowling? =))

18. hates being poked but not scared of it..

19. nv liked hugging unless neccessary..=/

20. not often appearing online..=/

yayy!!

done..

lets see..

O.O

forgot to see the time..

eh heh heh~

err..lets jus take it as 4 mins okays..^^

kekekekeke..

so now going to taggggggg^^v

going to tagg wendy, jehanne, edah and michelle..^^

jus nice my 4 darlings^^

the rest already tio tagged le..=))

oh oh oh!!!

i forgot to mention this be4 posting..

but no. 13 rite..

the person everyone come to this blog shud noe de..

=))

cos its i, me and myself!!

ROFLMAO!!

and and and no. 16 is talking about all my 'affairs'

all the complicated realtionships..

example is edah..

she is either my wife or my hubby and also my granddaughter..

hehehe..

dun tink too far ahead..

i perfectly normal ones..^^

no time to decorate my blog..

been the super guai girl..

been studying..

wtheck..

strange rite..

but no choice..zzz..

well anyways..

had preorder for my I&E..

den fri was collection..

and as i'm typing this..

i'm eating my darling chewy junior puffs dat i bought..=)

lemon and choc sth ones..

well anyways anyways..

i got tagged by irfan..

so yarhs..

cos bored lik no one's business..

so do the tag thingy lors..

RULES: i am supposed 2 type 20 random tings abt me, then for every min i spend, i am supposed 2 tag that amount of ppl.
lame..i sure take veri long one..=/

oh noes..can i stop..?

i m braindead i cant tink!!

well dat took 1 min..

so..i going to tag myself..

later den i do again..

cos early morning Milli = braindead..

so yarhs..

haha..lemme go do report first..=)

ROFLMAO!!