Wednesday, April 14, 2010
I've been dreaming these days..
In those dreams..
I am in a crowd..
There is a festival going on from the looks of it..
But I do not hear the noises of the festival..
Not the shouts of children..
Not the cries of the peddlers..
But instead..
I hear a guy..
He says: "What do you want?"
"If you want flowers, I'll have flowers by your bed every night."
"If you want jewels, I'll get one bigger than your eye."
"If you want to be queen, I'll conquer a kingdom for you."
"I'll do anything for you."
"Let's just stay together, even if it's only a dream."
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
There is no long anymore school to attend..
No longer any important lecture to rmb..
I'm just staying at home..
I don't wanna go anywhere..
There is nothing I want to do in particular..
There are always times where you made me so mad..
The way how you say things made it sound like you never want to see me..Made it sound like you hated me..I'm fine with it..Just stop nagging me to do things I have no wish to..You keep saying it's for my own good.. But have you ever realised something?All this while..I have been trying not to made you angry..Because I know he always does so I try not to..I really want someone to understand..
Sometimes when I say "I'm okay.",
I want someone to look at me in the eye and say
"I know you are not."