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Saturday, September 04, 2010

It came to mind that perhaps more studying couldn't hurt..
I took my time thinking through..
From the time it's official that I've graduated..
Till now..
Been trying to think of what I want to do..
Nothing comes to mind even now..
I'll probably be pissing off those who knew what they want to do..
What they want to achieve in the future..
But everytime I made myself think..
I realised that all I wanted to do is actually simple..
Leave me alone with some of the books I'm interested in..
Leave me alone to my futile fairy tale life..
But then again..
Life can't be that simple for me to just laze and slack..
It has been nagged into me for so long to either get a job or study..
Everytime you asked me what am I going to do..
I never answer you or either that I flare up..
I'm guessing it's because..
1) I hav no idea what I want..
2) I hate disappointing people with the words I say..
3) I hate deciding things on the spot..
So pick one option and deal with it..
And because everytime you ask me..
I would make up my mind not to do the things you ask..
A form of rebellion if you may..
It's easier to just not think about it at all..
Then again..I'm sick and tired of wilting away at home..
Might as well make myself useful..
A rare thing..as I never feel useful in my life..
Decided to attempt to pick up pieces I left months back..
Then it all falls apart..
I'm one to take successes lightly & falls heavily..
Why is it that when I've decided to do something significant..
Something would happen and I'll just lose interest..
I know life is all about the ups and downs..
But when it always happens at crucial points..
It hits one hard..
Now I'm guessing I'll let things fall..
And take a while before picking them up again perhaps..

Life at its worst.

& HER
&An extremely evil-ish senile person who has intense memory problems.
&Been occupying space and dominating oxygen since 2nd June
&Around for 9teen years and demanding a refund.
&An ex-riversidian, currently a much-loved NP student of Pharmacy Science year 3

♥ HER DESIRES
♥Nothing will please me more than to get into a university now.
♥Following that will be accessories definitely.
♥Close behind are the 4Cs: Chocolates, Cash, Caps, Clothes.
♥A driving license will be nice once i saved up enough cash. ♥Far fetched wish is my dream home near the ocean.
may it come true!
† SPEAK UP




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