Is this my existence?

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Mother's day sibei big is it..

ccb..
come and ask me wad i treating u to eat..
wtf..
u tink i made of gold mine ah..
or i everyday shed dollar bills when i wake up..
please lor..
ur mother day present long time given u with ur bdae in one lor..
200 bucks de bag leh
even i also nv spend so much on sth as crap as HANDBAGS be4
u tink i really atm machine meh..
now i nv work how i come out with the money to treat u..
ask me make decisions..
I ABSOLUTELY LOATHE MAKING DECISIONS!
and den u come and call me and ask me to tink where i wan to go to treat u dinner..
okays..
den i say pepper lunch cos dats the only crap i can afford..
u ask me to tink of where means i make the decision..
den u come and tell me dats veri normal..
mother day is a one year once event..
too normal to go to just pepper lunch..
den ask me to instead fork out 100 fucking spore dollars..
so dat i can treat u to having seafood for lunch..
if dat is the case..
u might as well dun ask me to tink abt it at all..
since u are the one making all the decisions..
u happy can le rite..
but now i sibei buay song cos early morning got pissed off by the idiot in my hse..
early morning fuck here and there already..
u tink i got mood to last the whole day meh..
now u call me and say its my fault dat u are staying at scc..
cos i nv give u a answer on whether celebrate dinner today or tml..
go and kill urself lah..
u talk and talk to me..
and den say all the crap..
u jus wan a treat rite..
den u tell me: dun make me sound like i'm demanding a treat from u leh!
the thing is dat u are demanding this treat from me..
and u noe wad happened this morning and yet u still ask me to go discuss with dat asshole guy..
chicken macnugget..
wads ur problem..
den i dun hav the heart to jus diss u off..
cos i noe if u tell tell daddy..
he will come after me..
den its my fault all over again..
cos i use alot of money lah..
and den my atm got money why dun use and all dat..
is u tell me dun use ma..
den say lidat is justified..
cos its mother day..
veri big ah..
screw it..
why do i even hav to put up with it all..
why do i even bother to get all dat crap for u
why do i even bother to even answer ur damn call and control my temper..
now u gimme 10 mins to answer u..
and say u not forcing me to make a decision..
wth..
ask me to go and draw money..
to treat u..
why dun i see u treating me on my bdae
only get me a cake den can liao is it..
my cake worth 100 bucks..
jidangao..
now 10 mins up i gotta go call her and pretend dat i m srry..
act guai..
den throw temper here..
this life just sucks..
and i jus stopped mel from going out of the hse..
now he tells me dat he got pw thing..
and he said he told mum ages ago..
den still need to make wad decision sia..
screw it..
waste the time i can use for my mugging..
one call can settle everything liao..
waste my time and waste my control of temper..
so no one tells me anything..
AND HE JUS FREAKING LEFT THE HSE WITHOUT TELLING ME ANYTHING..
GO AND DIE LARHS!!!
SCREWWWWW YOOOOUUU!

NO ONE TELLS ME ANYTHING ALWAYS..

everyone ignores me rite..

fine..

be dat way..

freaking dun care abt me larh..

since only the guy in the family needs to study..

i dun need to study lurh..

i dun need to relax and game..

i dun need to noe how to on the tv..

i everything also dun need..

happy?!