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Sunday, May 17, 2009

Been thinking..

since i hav the time..

and i cant concentrate on mugging..

I've been thinking..

sometimes..

alot of ppl cant do wad dey preach..

i'm one of them..

i mean..

take a look ard ur surroundings..

there are times and circumstances whereby consoling ppl re top of the list..

and when u do that..

u would want to reassure someone..

even if u saying sth dat u wouldnt do..

i guess i'm touching on the subject of white lies..

white lies are lies that benefits..

but lies are lies..

they mislead others and corrupt others..

when i advice others..

i tend to detach myself and try to tink in a unbias method..

i give my opinions and i state wad i see..

den from there..

i choose words that are appropriate for the atmosphere..

for the person to hear..

it might not be pleasant for me to say..

but if it benefits..

i dun mind being the bad guy..

there are things that i say i hate..

but i still do those things..

i couldn't be bothered..

i dun like being restricted by wad i hate..

or wad i like..

i jus do wad i feel like doing..

it doesnt mean that if i say i hate milk..

i wont drink it..

i still will..but lesser..

it doesnt mean that if i say i hate muggin..

i wont mug..

i dun like it..

but i still hav to do it..

even if i say i hate back stabbers..

i still back stab..

true..

i noe the irony..

but i nv said i like myself..

i nv said i cannot back stab..

i nv said dat i back stab all the time..

i hate it..so i'll reduce it..

not totally not do it..

i m not restricted by my words..

i am only restricted by wad i feel..

dun take my words word for word..

i'm already watching my words..

becos i noe wadever one says will affect others in ways unimaginable..

i had to consider ppl's feelings be4 i speak..

its already tough..

if my words were taken so seriously dat u limit me to wad i say..

i rather not speak at all..

if u wan me to tell u why i m not happy abt u..

i will gladly be the bad guy and point it out..

the only reason why i didnt do dat..

is cos i noe..

being the bad guy suffers the most..

dat i dun care..

also..

if i were to say it all out..

will u be able to take it..

think abt it..

asking me to admit my white lies..

is it worth it?

& HER

&An extremely ~~evil-ish~~ senile person who has intense memory problems.
&Been occupying space and dominating oxygen since 2nd June
&Around for 9teen years and demanding a refund.
&An ex-riversidian, currently a much-loved NP student of Pharmacy Science year 3

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♥Nothing will please me more than to get into a university now.
♥Following that will be accessories definitely.
♥Close behind are the 4Cs: Chocolates, Cash, Caps, Clothes.
♥A driving license will be nice once i saved up enough cash. ♥Far fetched wish is my dream home near the ocean.
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