Is this my existence?

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Time passed so fast,

without a word,

without a sound.

It's been so long,

I've always been alone in my heart till now.

No doubt I've been surrounded by family,

friends, loved ones and all,

but sometimes,

it jus doesn't feel the same.

They fill up portions of The Heart,

with their love, care and concern,

but it's just ain't the same.

There's always this hollow hole that is never able to be filled,

no matter what I throw in,

no matter how much care and concern others give me,

no matter anythng,

it just doesn't work.

What am I missing?

That brings about this bottomless pit?

What have I not gotten?

That causes the presence of this bottomless pit?

Why is this even happening to me?

I've watched others through the times,

helped them pass their lonely hours,

gave advice I deemed fit.

WHY?!

I just wanted that someone to help me fill that gaping hole.

Why is it so difficult?

I hate this.

I HATE THIS.

In short,

I hate me too.

& HER

&An extremely ~~evil-ish~~ senile person who has intense memory problems.
&Been occupying space and dominating oxygen since 2nd June
&Around for 9teen years and demanding a refund.
&An ex-riversidian, currently a much-loved NP student of Pharmacy Science year 3

♥ HER DESIRES

♥Nothing will please me more than to get into a university now.
♥Following that will be accessories definitely.
♥Close behind are the 4Cs: Chocolates, Cash, Caps, Clothes.
♥A driving license will be nice once i saved up enough cash. ♥Far fetched wish is my dream home near the ocean.
may it come true!

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