Is this my existence?

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Monday, August 04, 2008

I'm starting to keep ppl at bay away from me..

Starting to feel that it might be better keeping more to myself than ever..

It might be a good idea to stop interacting..

Might be a good idea to start the isolation periods..

I'm still gonna talk..

But not gonna involve myself too much with others..

Not a good idea really..

I'll just let things pass by..

Let time pass by..

Just try to concentrate on my studies..

That's the only thing I might just do..

I wanna grow thorns..

Den people will stay away from me..

Yeah..I'll do that..

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I've just realised something when I was playing with a rose..

The rose is so pretty and soft..

purplish-red..

So many thorns..

So many thorns on it..

I see a bouquet of roses..

All of the roses has no thorns and are bundled together..

Single stalk of roses has thorns..

A thought struck me..

The rose has thorns..does it need to be alone?

Saw the link between roses and thorns..

I was thinking..

"Beauty is just a facade to capture attention away from the ugliness(thorns)."

"Even the most beautiful rose has thorns, thorns that condemn the rose to a life of pure solitude."

Thorns keep people away from an individual..

Thorns help to prevent the inquisitive from getting too close..

I wanted, needed to be a rose..

Not because of the beauty..

But because of the fact that I will get natural thorns that can keep people from getting too close to me..

People who get too close to me..

They are the ones suffering..

With a coat of thorns..

Maybbe everything would turn out better..

The thorny me..

& HER

&An extremely ~~evil-ish~~ senile person who has intense memory problems.
&Been occupying space and dominating oxygen since 2nd June
&Around for 9teen years and demanding a refund.
&An ex-riversidian, currently a much-loved NP student of Pharmacy Science year 3

♥ HER DESIRES

♥Nothing will please me more than to get into a university now.
♥Following that will be accessories definitely.
♥Close behind are the 4Cs: Chocolates, Cash, Caps, Clothes.
♥A driving license will be nice once i saved up enough cash. ♥Far fetched wish is my dream home near the ocean.
may it come true!

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