Sunday, June 22, 2008
Haven been blogging much..
felt like i'm jus wastin my time away..
went out on fri to celebrate daniel's bdae..=)
i had perfectly good time control..
happy bdae in advance wor..daniel..^^
jus dat i nv wanted to follow it..
went bowling..den arcade..den walk walk..
i hate to follow a specific set of stuff..
not too bad..at least the arcade thing was fun^^
why follow so strictly when u can hav the whole world of change at ur feet?
haha..the bishi-bashi..daniel me and jamie/irfan/morgan was playing..
i see the need to do all my work nice and good..
wondered how many times dey died..=) managed to continue even though dey were out after a while..
but i cant get myself to heave my brain and start it cranking..
i love dat game can..can get dat score cos i used to play it years ago lik a fanatic..^^
i open my work..
cos banging on the buttons can vent anger and bad feelings ma^^ so become experienced liao..=)
and sigh..
well anyways went to bowling alley at marina..
i get so tired of doing work..
i dunno wad to say can..the lanes are lik -insert word-..
is study going to be my whole life..?
got uneven lanes..i even cut my thumb on the cracks on the hse balls..
i see the amt of work i hav to do..
power can..but i managed to get the best score!!
it may not be alot..
i was the first!!!
but i jus dun feel lik doing it..
from the back..haha..
i wanted to rebel..
den later went to taka..
i wanted to jus dump everything aside..
was to go to seoul garden for dinner..but den too ex..
i dun lik half hearted work..
400+ bucks for 14 ppl's dinner..
but i'm doing it..
was -insert word- expensive can..=/
its showing..
so changed our minds and went to pepper lunch for dinner..^^
"half-hearted" is the word screaming at me from my hmk..
nv been there be4..but the food there was nice..
take my report for example..
though the price there were a little on the high end..at least for me..=/
i wanted to complete..
den went to buy cake secretly..^^ for daniel..
but the desire to complete it fades so fast..
haha..lucky i carry my log bag and still got lighter inside..^^
after an hour of compiling and reading other sources..
i tink it was blackforrest cake..nice nice..^^
i'm ready to start on the report..
though i dun fancy blackcurrent..=/
but at the moment of time..
or was it bluecurrent?
i felt like giving up already..
anyways...doesnt matter..=/
i did half way..
already digested at this point of time le..=/
felt so sick of it..
it was fun though^^
had an impulse to jus leave everything as it was..
anyways...happy bdae daniel^^
i rather do some hsework here and there..
rather help out in the hse..
rather go out and stone..
den jus sitting in front of the lapp and doing nth..
i just cant get myself to do work..
in games..
i used to love them alot..
but i wasn't in the game for 5mins i felt so bored..
so bored of everything so fast..
.
got bored of activites..
got bored of ppl..
got bored of being me.
Life at its worst.