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Monday, June 02, 2008

haahaaa..

emoemo..

i tot i would jus say this..

since i was emoing abt this issue and its related issues..

i'm srry it seems dat i hav a large part in which i was wrong..

i nv tot things will turn out this way..

cos i nv expected dat..

i nv intend to hurt..

but i tink..

it still happened..

i'm sorry i was in the wrong..

i cant say anything anymore..

but i jus dowan anything else to happen..

i was nv trying to avoid..

i didnt noe how to react..

i donno wad to do..

wadever..

since ppl only see the exterior of one..

it doesnt matter anymore..

let me jus carry on be the bad guy..

if dat can clear me of the sins i've made..

i'll let it be..

i'l gladly be the bad guy..

i'll gladly be punished..

.

i cant say i had it good..

i could not concentrate on my studies or work..

i could not concentrate on wadever i'm doing..

i needed to sort it out..

i dowan to hurt anyone any further..

jus whack it in my face..

i'll deal with it..

my own way..

tears were dry from tearing so much..

tot it will al be over..

but everything is far from over..

its only the end of the damn beginning..

.

i dowan to lie..

but acting happy..

is wad i do best

i was really glad for wad u guys hav done..

but i jus cant show wad i'm really feeling..

makes me feel damn exposed..

cos i got used to hiding..

nth will change..

telling me to open up doesnt help..

nth will help..no one can help..

.

i donno why i'm saying all these..

but its one of my ultimate emo periods..

apparently..sharing things with ken makes me feel dat way..

but talking to him..makes alot of things clearer..though i felt worse den be4..

thanks though..

talking to u was better den bitter medicine..

apparently..u showed me my mistakes..

when i cant see them..

quoted from ken whereby he mentioned

"slaps from frens better den kisses from enemy"

true..i will rmb...

thanks lots..appreciate it..

& HER

&An extremely ~~evil-ish~~ senile person who has intense memory problems.
&Been occupying space and dominating oxygen since 2nd June
&Around for 9teen years and demanding a refund.
&An ex-riversidian, currently a much-loved NP student of Pharmacy Science year 3

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♥Nothing will please me more than to get into a university now.
♥Following that will be accessories definitely.
♥Close behind are the 4Cs: Chocolates, Cash, Caps, Clothes.
♥A driving license will be nice once i saved up enough cash. ♥Far fetched wish is my dream home near the ocean.
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