Thursday, May 29, 2008
well..wad can i say..
CT coming le..
stress adding on..
and i'm in an foul mood these few days..
work schedule got problems..
i see teacher buay song another problem..
chem is one more problem..
cant study finish another problem..
cant settle those stuf also another problem..
wad the heck is with all these problems sia..?!
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one problem after another..
solve one come up anther to replace..
knnccb larhs..
stupid problems make me pollute my blog..
hais..
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work schedule also not my fault..
i did tell them if i going down or not..
i didnt do anythin wrong..
den wad for u on the phone i jus tld u wad the other person said
and den u went ballistic and started shoutin..
wad to do..all i had to do is jus to listn to u continue..
wad else can i do..
the more i hear u say..
the angrier i get..
but i mus say i'm so well trained by now..
my voice dun betray wad i felt..
zzz..
the mask is working well..
i had so much practice at home..
trying to hold bac anger in the hse..
trying not to let all my frustration show..
trying to keep my temper in check..
trying and trying and trying..
its tiring me out..
i had enuf..
really..i'm almost at the limit of my patience..
and the next person who is at the reciving end of my wrath..
i'm so gonna pity him after i cool down..
i'm trying to be a good girl at home..
i'm trying to be good student in sch..
i'm trying to be a good fren to others..
i'm trying to be real good..
acting so much its getting so tired for me..
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i need my damn space!!
i need my damn time!!
i need my damn everything to myself!!
mask is slipping off..
i need my damn sanity!!
i need my damn life!!
its getting so tough to be near u..
and i'm leaving u..