Monday, March 10, 2008
back from trial camp le..
nth much to say..
wasnt happy at all on the last day..
was not supposed to be dat way..
i tot it would end on a happier and lighter note for all of us but i was wrong..
i couldn't really blame it on anyone..
mayb jus blame it on my past experience..
the seniors put up a show to test us..
i believe test our endurance and limits and wad not..
it might be effective..
but definitely not to me..
dey played a show and den later dey told us dat all the pumpings we did..
the act of dismissing of the vice president...
all the feelings dat we experienced and all..
were all lies cos dey played a joke on us..
everything was planned..
.
i mus say i'm glad dat no one was dismissed and all..
but i cant take it when i realised we were all lied to..
its lik the same thing dat happened in the past..
sth i dowan to rmb..
i cannot express myself in words..
the anger and fear i felt..
i noe its not intentional..
but i still cannot bear it..
in short..
i trusted them and dey made me lose my trust in them..
i hate being lied to.
.
.
i would hav a hard time forgetting dat..
the feeling of being lied to..
.
to remind myself..
I'm in log team..