Is this my existence?

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

OMG

me just got some bad news..

sobs..

dun even wanna think abt it..

but...

I'm having my wisdom tooth surgery again..!!

on the 22th Feb at precisely 1430 hrs!!!!

-faints-

someone save me!!!!

God..can die leh..

firstly the stupid injection..

hurts lik its first injected and can practically feel the solution being pushed into the gums..

den lik the gums wanna burst lidat..

pain lik.hais...

den later hav to stone there for lik 15 mins fotr the medicine to take effect..

den this time my right side of the face will be numb..

den lips also numb and cant feel a thing..T.T

and dats not the worst part..

after dat lik dey practically wrap me in this green thing..

(make me look lik cocoon lidat..only inside is me not caterpillar)

den wrap me so nicely..

(lik present lidat..=X)

den cover my eyes again with this green piece of cloth or wadever..

hav no idea why all green sia..

mayb shud ask yewey..she LOVES green..haha

off topic liao..

den ..-.-

drilling..

-.-

i HATE the drilling of moi tooth..

can hear the sound but no feel the pain..

can feel the pressure but no feel the pain..

can feel the stress from hearin the drilling sound..but no feel the pain..

den thay talk and talk lik i not there..=x

saying dat wah so much blood ah..

wah..cant pull it out..

stuck inside so lets drill somemore..

heyyy..i cant see inside my mouth..

but dun hav to say out rite..

lik have this feeling of being exposed sia..

zzz..of my mouth..=x

ARGH!!

den when done and going back home everything starts again..

first..cant talk clearly..

and my family hav this habit of talking to me and expecting an answer..

secondly..once the numbness effect wears off..

hell lot of pain sia..

cant even rest without feeling the pain..

for me the pain is lik not only in my mouth but also in the head..

and the panadol dat i take..

super strong..but take quite long to take effect..

tink its enteric coated or sth..

haha..den for 2 weeks..

i'm to take antibiotics, panadols and stuff..

dats y i'm lik so loving panadol..

might be addicted to it le^^

cos damn strong lah..the one i was given for the pain relief..hurhur

hais..but still

all the pain jus for a set of nice teeth..

so NOT worth it to me..

but dad willing to spend this money on me..

so jus do lor..

dun gu fu him..

=x bleah..i lik talking shit sia..

dunno lah..

but damn sia..

after exams i rest for lik less den 3 days den surgery..

den 3 days after surgery cant go out..

cos dowan ppl to see swelling of my right cheek..

and also talking is tough..

walking jars my mouth..making it hurt all over again..

and i wonder if it would heal by trial camp..

cos i cant do exercise for 2 weeks..

and still hav to go back and remove the damn stitches..

i still wan my gums and teeth..

y so bad so cut my gums and get at my teeth..T.T

sobs..

is anyone willing to take over my place..

i would gladly change place with dat person for dat day u noe..

hais..

no escape for me i guess..

any takers?

sobs..i'm hav to face reality man..

but right now..

i tink i'm going to FOCUS more on my CHEMISTRY..

cos i having retest on tues..

and i do wanna pass..

and also concentrate on my studies so dat i MIGHT be able to go out a day be4 exams..

hopefully ba..i do wanna go out..=x

den after the 19th..

enjoy abit..

den suffer suan le..=x

T.T

wish me luck dat i dun pass out and stay in coma..

there are risks..

jus not dat high..