Saturday, January 19, 2008
it was the end of my limit..
i broke down today..
it wasn't supposed to be lik dat..
it's not supposed to..
i really cant take it...
.
its was a promise and u broke it..
u promise u wont find me ever again..
i took u to ur promise..
and now wad..u broke it..
why did u hav to appear here..
u are a fragment of my past..
u went abroad..
and i decided to forget u..
i did..
and den u had to break and foil de hard work dat i put in..
u had to appear and humour me with words i nv wanna hear from u..
why does it hav to be so..
its not wad i want..
u said u would leave me alone and lemme get on with my life..
i told u i dun ever want to see u again..
regardless of the relationship..
and u came back on her anniversary..
are u mocking my feelings or wad..
u are really unreasonable..
u dun keep to ur promise..
.
here i am trying to get on with my life..
and u jus waltz in and out of my life..
this is absurd!..
i dun care if u jus return from overseas for ur hols..
i dun care if u tink i'm cold..
u can carry on sending those mails for all i care..
i hav no liability to reply ur mails..
for all i care i can jolly well jus delete it..
but..
the question is why did u hav to come bak..
dun u hav a home to go bak to..
why did u hav to hang ard my hse anyway..
u dun miss me..
u jus miss mocking me..
u jus miss seeing the pain and sorrow in my face whenever i look at u..
u suck man..
heck..
so wad if u seen me at NP open hse..
u are not even meant to go there in the freaking first place!
and wad the hell u mean by u are feeling jealous..
we are not even friends in the first place..
hu are u to care hu i am with?
.
u cant jus appear and tell u to get bak with u again..
its not fair..
i had forgotten u...
its jus not fair..
not fair to me..
and all u did..
was jus to make me cry..
i hate u..
i really do..
hate u man..
hate u alex..
me hate u..
.
and jus so u noe..
i haven cried for ages..
u jus did something..
dat u shud not be proud of..
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