Is this my existence?

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Someone said dat my blog is dusty..

cannot blame me mah..

i only lik every fri need lappy in sch..

den every tues night will on lappy to do CATS..

so i lik only update my blog once a week..

be glad dat i even update it sia..>.<

haha..lik anyone will care lidat..^^

oh well..was surfing the net for work related stuff ytd..

and ended up looking for blogskin..

wanted to change the previous one..

though i love dat skin lots..

haiz..tink it needed a wee bit of colour..

so yea..chenged it to this one..

credits are at the bottom^^

Hmm...common test are coming soon already..

next month..

and i feeling the stress liao..

i study for my test as best as i can..

and i get such pathetic results..

haiz..

i'm starting to tink dat the way i study is the problem..

but how else can u study..

i cant jus read..

the words will nv get into my mind..

haiz..

basically i wish i hav a brain dat jus helps me to rmb all that i've read and listened to..

den wont it be so much easier..

but lik real it will happen...

this is reality after all...

haiz..so how..i donno wad's wrong with my studying method..

and i hav totally no idea wad to change in my way of studying..

mainly jus draw mindmaps and jus pure memo..

haha...wnder if dat ever work..

normally i jus read and its terrible..hope dat mindmap can help me better or sth lidat..

sat 24 nov..

went for the green carnival with Mii-chan, edah, jehanne, brenda, chen wei

jialong, kern, jun yun.

mmm...basically i feel dat the carnival is telling me things dat i've already known..

dat the earth is dying and wad not..

how the pollution is harming our environment..

and how it will harm us in the future..

wad we shud do to try to prevent this from happening..

its practically wad every carnival will try to protray..

to save the earth..

bascially i noe abt this..

many ppl noe abt this..

but the thing is dat will dey try to make it a reality?

no i dun tink so..

they say dat meat will give off more greenhouse gases den anything..

we are asked to cut down on meat..

but its not really possible is it?

ppl are using meat to make a fortune now..

making hamurgers and making steak for the ppl to eat..

i mean..isn't meat part of our daily diet?

and the great business men out there will actually use means and ways to try to increase their profit by selling meat to the public..

i dun tink its gonna help the earth..but will dey listen..

no..nth is better den money..

say we can help a part..

but if every small part played is covered and overshadowed by a huge part..

wads the use of trying our best to play dat small part..

i dun tink it will really help..

becos not everyone agrees on it..

dats wad i heard while i was there..

after listening to the person's convo..

i had no further comment..

if dats wad the person think..its no wonder our earth is dying..

no one is actually making an effort to help save the earth..

not dat i;m doing such a great part and all..

but i tink if u wan ur loved ones to be happy..

u would wan to make the environment they live in a better place..

and by saving the erath..

u can do dat..

i really donno wad the others might think..

but yea..oh well..

had enuf of ranting anyway..

wendy i hav no idea..

my common test timetable had no appeared..

so i cant cfm with u the days i can study with ya..

but i tink might be soon bah..