Is this my existence?

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Everything is almost going wrong..

i'm surprised...

nth dat i'm doing is correct..

take todae for example..

supposedly to have OBC practical..

i brought my CMB pract book along..

and on tues..when i'm supposed to have CMB pract..

i took my OBC pract book..

there's sth wrong with me ler...

either i'm going brainless or i'm going crazy..

i tink shud be both lah..

too much of everything coming to me..

all getting to me now ler..

i've tried to handle and manage my tym..

i got curfews and everything..

reaching home ard 1030 plus or minus on days i have dance practice or cca...

as long as i hav to stay late..i make it a point to leave early..

so dat i can have ample rest...

but it seems dat its not working pretty well..

i'm still not getting enuf slp..

and i'm getting more and more tired by the day..

i rarely use the lapp now..only when i need to type out notes..

or some questions and answers for the interviews we had during lesson time and all dat..

or lik wed i try to occupy myself studying for the weekly jap test..

but sometimes i get so pissed and tired at it dat i would jus resort to playing games..

weds are super boring for me anyway..

could'nt really concentrate in class...

hopefully i can buck up..

i'm going on..still going on..

at least i still ppl in the same boat as me..

not dat i'm being sarcastic or wadsoever..

but yea..

it kinda helps when u noe dat someone is being in the same situation as u..

i still can tok to mei or wendy or edah..

best trusted..^^

oh yea...speaking of wendy..

wendy damn bad..

see me in co-op nia den say she saw ghost..

evil evil solar bear..

bleah..

Oh well...hopefully everything works out fine..

still dun wanna et too involved with stuff...

holding bak..and not really intending to move forward..

typical me..

i'm forever stagnant..

and so are my results..^^

mmm~

oh yea..

this sat is the GLs post camp outing activity..

haha...at sentosa..

now how long haven i been there...

i wonder..itink super long liao ba..

i lik si beh no childhood lidat der^^

going to the beach there after going to see the attractions..

would have rather let it be a free and easy gathering..

turned out to be an outing..

oh well..not going to complain..

ppl put in tons of hard work..

i can see my yewey dear calling ppl asking and reminding them for things..

but hor..

i still tink its a wee bit ex..

20 bucks without initial subsidy..

after subsudy from sch will be ard 10 bucks..

haiz..still heafty leh~

i gotta tighten the strings of my wallet ler...

shud not have spent my money on the 3 comics i bought today..T.T

but i've been waiting for ages to get those comics..

oh well..

i'm going broke ler..

20 bucks for the outing...10 bucks for my hip hop dance pants..

light green somemore..>.<

dun really lik dat colour..

den white tank top also need to buy ler..

lets say 10 bucks..

den the cap leh..

8 bucks say lah..

total almost 50 bucks ler..>.<

my hard earned money..T.T

heart pain..

but..

ah..nvm..

i shud be getting my pay soon..

not alot ba..since sch started and with dance pract..

i didnt have lots of time to go bak and help out..

so i shud hav worked mayb ard 50 hours?

hopefully..

den i might be able to get -insert ur imaginated amount-..

-hopes hopes-

oh well..

i gotta go back to typing the questions and answers for the interview..

we had an interview with a pharmacist from unity at bukit timah plaza..

and i'm gonna chiong it out..cos i'm not sure when they needing it..

and tml i tink we are seeing the teacher again..

i also not sure seh~

oh well...

ja ne~

oyasumi^^