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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Ytd was pretty smooth sailing..
but i didnt really feel veri well ytd..
might be a result of standing too close to the photocopier machine..
getting dry nose and throat..and feelin giddy..
wendy and I both felt the same way..
i felt lik i was working lik a machine the way i was handling the papers for collation..
Suddenly felt so weird standing there..
lik pretty alone..
the sense of being alone seem to overwhealm me once again..
no idea why its occuring again..
the frequency its occuring keeps increasing..
and I'm feeling scared once more..
was standing alone at the stupid machine ytd...
suddenly almost black out..
as in I cant see a thing in front of me..
jus pure darkness..cant see the blue walls nor feel the aircon..
was uber dark and uber scary...
i really broke out in cold sweat...
and i saw history happening all over again..
the scene where I found myself locked inside a stupid room...
Lights are out and I'm really alone..
-insert ur imagination-
I close my eyes and i can still see the image..
not broken..clear and veri vivid in my mind..
Nv able to keep dat image out..
But in the end still manage to break free from the stupid memory..
no one saw me breaking out in sweat..
lmao..lucky..lucky...=X
No idea why its happening even if i had fwens and ppl ard me..
its really happening veri often...
it nv used to be so often and will only occur when i'm feeling veri down or when I'm alone somewhere...
but now...
really donno how to explain this...
with anyone also lidat...
been occuring ever since 30 aug..
no idea why lidat..
mus be some weird problem wif me again..
lmao..i'm forever loaded wif problems..
first was insonmia..
now this freakishly weird sights of black..
jus hoping its not a sign dat I'm going back to being blind..=X
lmao..ytd was on the phone wif joel lik uber long..
mainly keep hearing him tok..
now i noe..toking on the phone dat darkness will also fall in..
dun care liao lah..
anyway..joel was toking and toking non stop..
told him to see a doc he still dowan to go...drag drag drag till he say wed..
u better get well soon wor...>.<
18 sept liao...2 days ler..
still coping wif it pretty well..
simply hope dat parents wont interfere too much bah..
oh well...gtg ler..later helping mei to buy acash card and send to her sch..
hope i not late and i wont lose my way...=D
-I'm missing you..badly..-


Life at its worst.

& HER
&An extremely evil-ish senile person who has intense memory problems.
&Been occupying space and dominating oxygen since 2nd June
&Around for 9teen years and demanding a refund.
&An ex-riversidian, currently a much-loved NP student of Pharmacy Science year 3

♥ HER DESIRES
♥Nothing will please me more than to get into a university now.
♥Following that will be accessories definitely.
♥Close behind are the 4Cs: Chocolates, Cash, Caps, Clothes.
♥A driving license will be nice once i saved up enough cash. ♥Far fetched wish is my dream home near the ocean.
may it come true!
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