Thursday, August 02, 2007
Meh...today was damn freaking crazy...
reached sch at 730...meh...so early bought drinks and camped in emart area to study for APS test...meh...
can concentrate for a while...den later start to feel so slpy...ate too much of the slping pills ler...haha...
i siao ler...start to hav these type of things...hahas...den study 1 hr and fell aslp...den woke at 9 plus...woken by fwens...meh...i cant concentrate...hurhur...i siao ler...siao ler...
couldn't slp ytd...smsing Aaron last nite...and staring at the ceiling...
counting sheeps and waiting for the slping pills to start its effect...
haven been slping for couple daes ler...
everydae more emo den the nxt...cant slp properly...
meh...so happy dat can sms Aaron again...was kinda missing smsing him...XD
Meh...sian sian...kinda like made him wake up to sms me...and he still got training wor...>.<
feel so bad..>.<
meh...me counted sheep till ard 3am..counted a total of 3628 sheeps be4 sleeping for 2 hrs...
meh...so many rite...haha...finally slp after 4 days of counting sheeps...and staring at the ceiling...
Meh..was posting in forums...suddenly after readin some post became soooooo emo...
man...den practically stayed lik dat and went to meet shi fu and mary jie at canteen 1...
ate lunch...hurhur...and they found out edah not boi...XD
rofl...i so bad...>.<
meh..didnt feel lik eating much...was stabbing at the chicken in my chicken rice..
shi fu was asking me "not to play with my food"...
meh..but really dun feel lik eatin...meh...
somemore still say me waste food...meh...if i were to eat anymore i'll throw up sia...
dun hav the appetite and den stomach so queasy..Meh...dun me dun regret eating it...at least later i go home at nigh shud be able to slp ler bah..
hmm...wonders if i'll even wake up de next dae..haha...
shud be bah...cos i wan play audi tml der...meh~
ahas..today mei so cute...in forums ask me y i keep saying meh..>.<
ask me be lamb instead..XD
cute cute..XD `star kawaii ne~
Meh....going out on sat...hope dat I'm not too tired to enjoy the outing...>.
me waiting for sat to come...meh...>.<>
meh...kinda miss her...but if i feeling tired den i not going...wont be able to concentrate..
cfm slp der...else i stone and stare at her...meh...>.<
Meh...today i so bad...thinking of playing with the scissors again...meh...
meh..stressed out when doing the APS test...haiz...
heeheex...but managed to stop myself...cos teacher there...den later forget ler...
"I nid a light, someone to light my way in the pure darkness.
I not ready to leave the darkness yet though.
I'm still lik a kid.
I need persuading to leave this comforting darkness.
But I noe it.
If i dun leave the darkness soon.
I'll totally be sucked into it.
And I'll nv be able to detached myself from it."
Life at its worst.