Tuesday, August 21, 2007
I survived!
hahas...i actually survived my chem paper..hurhur...
I'm honestly veri surprised lor...come come..lemme share wif u guys how i feel...
hmm..the chem questions are tough..but i managed to do the questions...
the chem questions are stupid and make no sense to me..
but at least i wrote sth in it..
better den nth huh..
hahas...at least got sth larh...
but honestly i got study..and i tried my best ler..=D
can do the first part..the second part i stone..>.<
lalala~
now i jus haf to jiayouus for my last paper on friday ler...
last paper..APS..
die die mus do well..cos i wan to get it over once and for all...
and also to flood ppl with my bio 'knowledge'..
hahas...lik everyone dunno i act kia lai de..=D
lalala~
he flew off todae sia...overseas...
added the sorrow to my frustration ytd...
hahas...my tears jus auto appear...>.<
LoLs...weird huh...he already haf gf ler i still thinking of him...
lols...
mus forget ler...now focus on wad its in front of me..=D
This was my feelings when i heard wad happened...lols...
didnt mean to be so emo..but yea..
It’s getting harder and harder to breathe.
It’s getting tougher and tougher to stay focused.
It’s getting more and more troublesome to convince myself.
That my life is actually making a turn for the better.
I’m scared of the void.
I’m scared of the darkness that follows in its wake.
I’m scared of the overflowing misery and pain I will experience.
I’m not strong enough to overcome this alone.
I have a strong desire to leave.
I have a strong desire to turn tail.
I have a strong desire to just let it all go.
All I ever want is to be free from my memories and the pain I’ve experienced.
All I ever want is to get away before I get too addicted to the presence of the void.
All I ever want is to have someone by my side to guide me out of the darkness I fear.
That’s all I ever wanted,
That’s what no one could give me.
That’s why I have to brace myself to face the unthinkable.
That’s why I need to take a deep breath,
To prepare myself as I take the plunge,
Into the midst of the unknown,
With nothing, except for fear, as my weapon.
But Its difficult to take that step.
So difficult..
It’s getting harder and harder to breathe…