Hmm...di said dat i long tym nv update my bloggie ler..

cos these few days busy lunia-ing..

haiz..recently was slacking at home...

was playing on my lappy and gaming...

den first few days of the week was playing on lapp cos my bro still having tests...

den later change to com cos i not supposed to play gamese on my lapp...

say cos later the keyboard will spoil..lol...

where got so suay der...T.T

den nvm lor...audi patch so long den i hop game to lunia...

play abit here and there...den try to jio ppl to play wif me..=D

managed to jio audi guild ldr xal to play..den my bro..

i also donno lah..i jus ask and ask..haiz...

Nowadays i donno wads gotta into me...i feel so depressed at tyms..

it jus occurs suddenly..wif no warning at all der..

sometimes during when i play audi..

was pretty happy cos can game..den suddenly in the middle of the game..

was feeling damm put off...and i wasnt losing badly or wadsoever..

but yea..suddenly will lose interest in the whole game..

den later my results will keep dropping and dropping..

and i'll get more and more frustrated..

and in the end i jus give up playing altogether...

i cant explain this feeling...

so i jus end up chatting online wif audi fwens or whoever else..

its jus so sudden..

i feel the burst of anger..

den a while i'll get used to it..and slowly begin to shelter the feeling...

the thing is dat after i got used to the anger..

and shieled it deep..

another stupid emotion will jus well up..

i cant control it..its jus..pop out..

i noe this is stupid and wad so ever..but..

but i cant seem to explain it in a diferent manner..

oh well..