Monday, August 20, 2007
Haix...exams ler...how sia...
today jus finish maths paper...
stupid i go rmb all the formulas..den later den i realised dat the formulas are given lah..
can die of frustration sia..=D
today i tink those hu noe me since sec sch might die of shock...
i actually went to mug for my chem sia...
first tym..normally i jus heck care it der...first tym i actually start to cram everything into my head...>.<
i'm surprised too...but i noe the reason y...
cos i definitely dowan to see the lecturer again...zzz...
boring...he makes my sec sch chem teacher sound so interesting...zzz...
and my sec sch chem teacher is not at all interesting..haiz..
i lied..
again..
to someone...
i needed tym to think abt sth else...
ain't ready to do anything abt it yet...
mayb i'm jus thinking too much anways...
yup..i'm thinking too much...
happy occasion..
my mei finally got her happiness..=D
was so happi fer her..=D
jumped up and down and knocked my knees...hahas...i'm so siao der...
i couldn't hav a proper relationship...
and i'm so glad she got hers..
really glad...
mei...mus jiayouus and stay happi forevers ok..=D
abt me...i also not sure liao...i dun tink can work out..=D
better lik tell me so i can give up totally..=D
den stay single till i go old..=D
hahas...funni rite...today no emo stuff...too busy to emo...but fri cfm emo..
hahas...i can predict future..=D
I started to stray far from my given path...
My perfect straight well trodden path..
I'm straying from my easy life..
Why?
I've found sth to give my all to..
I've found sth I wan to keep in my heart..
But..
I nv get to hold it dear in my arms..
Cos it's nv meant to be mine..
Nth is mine for the keeping..
I keep losing thingsi hold dear to me heart..
But I hav nth to replace those dat i lose..
Heart is so empty..
Hollow and void..
I've almost given everything i hav..
Pls dun take my heart away from me..
It's my last santuary..
My last hope for myself..