Is this my existence?

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Lalala~
ytd was terrible...mugging till my brain burst...
so went to audi...den play wif audi fwens..namely --Wicked--..
cos he the onli one in my bl..=D
and he so pro...T.T
die die cannot win him...>.<

den keep dc...and kena called dc queen...>.<
den later played wif sammie jie and joel...joel keep saying we buwee him...
no lor...we nv buwee uncle joel der lor...
we so good der...>.<

hahas...den later joel called his fwen and wendy joined us...
=D
fun lah...and wendy was lik so shocked to see me online in audi...
was asking me why not mugging...
i tired lah...so go audi relax..
hahas...den the sad thing...after audi...
after eating...
after resting awhile...
i realised i forgotten everything i've studied...
GOD!!!
hahas...no choice...stop everything and den mug again...
use lapp and mug..cos i lazy to off..>.<

mug and mug...chat abit...forum abit..
den later got call wor...=x
not saying hu...
those i told be4 der shud noe...=D
but was happy he called..=D
arlalala~
happy happy...
cos i haven heard from him for well over a week...
onli sms abit here and there cos i mugging..>.<

hmm...today mug somemore...wake at 9 and mug ler...haiz...no choice...
since i forgot almst everything abt the bio i studied...
haiz...i almost semi final stage ler...
cos lik wadever i do i will start to mention and link it to bio...
i'm almost going crazy ler...
no wait..
i'm already crazy..=D

hahas...wendy somemore say i'll start goin even crazier tml..
strangle ppl..>.<
so ppl beware sia..
i might strangle u sia..>.<

Hmmm...i stole this from hong wei's blog...

ps ah hong wei..i bored lah..=D

but not sure whether the correct one anot..=D

A-AVAILABLE?: Currently single bah~

B - BEST SPORT?: Netball!! i still wan to play it though..=D

C - CRUSH?: erm...no comments..=D

D - DOGS NAME?: no doggie...cannot haf one..

E - EASIEST PERSON(s) TO TALK TO?: Wendy bah..cos we both siao der..

birds of the same feather flock together..=D

F - FAVOURITE COLOR?: Black. <3black..

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?:both...as long as it's sweet..=D

H - HOMETOWN?: singapore..where else..

I - INSTRUMENT?: Piano.

J - JUICE?: no idea...i lik fruit juice..=D

.K - KIND OF MUSIC?: As long as the lyrics are meaningful...

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE?: how am i supposed to noe..

i'm carsick at the tym and there's no way i'm gonna concentrate

on the length of tym i spent in the car..>.<

M - MILK FLAVOR?: I'm lactose intolerant..but i would <3>

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?: 1 younger monkey

O - ONE WISH: Hope one day i wont haf to mug hard..

P - PHOBIA(S)?: haf not been thru everything..not sure..

Q - FAVORITE QUOTE?: dunno..

R - REASON TO SMILE?: No reason..see my mood..

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Audition Dance Flower

T- TIME YOU WOKE UP TODAY?: 9am

U - UNKNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME: I'm not the real me..

i always hide behind a mask..

V - VEGETABLE YOU DON’T LIKE?: ladyfinger

W - WORST HABIT?: not concentrating when mugging..

X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD?: once bah..checking my blind eye when i was born..

Y - YUMMY FOOD?: Chocolate..dark choco..<3

Z - ZODIAC/ASTROLOGY SIGN?: Horsey/gemini

Never came a tym where i felt i was cared for..
Never was a tym where i could care for..
I feel lik I'm hiding behide a mask..
A mask which i perfected..
Which i craved for..

Forgive me..

I'm not the real me you have ever known in real life...

I'm simple a coward living behind a mask..

I'm shielding myself from reality..

I dun haf the strength..

To live it out..