Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Wad am i here for...i hav totally no idea ler...i feel so extra in this world...hav simply no idea why...i cant sort out my thoughts rite...why is he behaving like this...i cant take it...i bet he doesnt noe abt anything...nth goes into his head...
shud i accept him back...i feel so stupid...i dowanna fall for the same thing for the third tym...i'm blur i'm confused...i'm hating myself for not having the strength to face this..
the other tymes...i've too soft hearted...i accepted his apologies...
but now wad shud i do...why everytime after i change blog skin den lidat der...
this is simply too much for me to handle...i'm almost on the verge of breaking down...
no one i can tok to...no tym to tok to...
this is too much for me to bear...i'm playing audition lik shyt to keep my mind off everything..
but its not helpful animore...
i dunno y all these are happening...i nid help but dunno hu to get it from...haiz...
lucky i got it out to 2 ppl...thanks for helping me and giving me advice...i'll do wad i deem fit...
thanks once again...
i hope...i'm making the rite choice...it hurts...my choice its hurting me...
slicing my heart...but i do it...
i'll tok face to face...and i swear no tears will fall...