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Friday, July 06, 2007

Shucks...emo for quite some time ler...i lik start to hav this emo period very week...usually on wed after IS modules or thurs...cos too much thing happening during dat day...Once was emo on tues...and shucks...i'm real srry to all my jap class fwens...cos i really cant control it...was feeling extremely extremely left out...not dat its anyone's fault...jus dat i was jus being myself for a while...

I've this feeling...also dunno y...dat i sure gonna hav a huge quarrel with someone...this type of quarrel is a yearly tradition...from sec 1 till sec 4 always hav der...and in sec sch its mostly with the same person...cos we both hav similar temper...haiz...i bet u noe hu u are...but now also so seldom see her around...onli see her online and sthgo eat and suff lidat...but i guess dats enuf...at least got keep in touch...haha...but its not really enuf to set us into a quarrel...Its someone aroundme bah...i kept feeling so irritated so veri easily...lik having mood swings liao...every little thing dat someone does around me kinda piss me off...but i try my best not to let it show...i'm really trying my best to hold my feelings and expressions back but i'm not perfect in doing so..i dowan to let my feelings show...i'm scared dat i'll hurt someone hu i dun mean to hurt at all den in turn spoil the friendship...but i noe i am already at the brink of my limits ler...i'm already showing myirritance at ppl...and feeling damn fu*ked up when things go awry...its lik i'm startin to get my annual major moodswing and i'm not loving it at all...

I had to get away from all these but no one is helping...i'm not accepting any help...neither is there any for mr to accept in the first place...i noe this isn't good...but i honestly dowan help..i'm afraid dat it will be too much for u guys to handle and if i reject...it wont reflect well...i'm not sure anymore...really...this is..i donno er..Not dat helping is not good...i jus nid some tyme alone and some space for me to breathe...some tyme for me to act irritated and some space for me to throw tantrum...i really nid to be more of myself...i'm sick and tired of wearing a mask...real tired ler...i wanna take off the mask and be myself...jus be myself where i can quarrel with wendy...scold and whack ppl...haiz...

Izzit so tough for someone to be jus him/herself? I jus wanna be by myself.

Am i so blur and dull in wad i do or in msn when i tok? I'm jus trying to learn.

How do u see me as? Dummy? Slacker? I've no idea.

I noe i cant please anyone and everyone...so i tink i've decided i to please no one but myself...


Life at its worst.

& HER
&An extremely evil-ish senile person who has intense memory problems.
&Been occupying space and dominating oxygen since 2nd June
&Around for 9teen years and demanding a refund.
&An ex-riversidian, currently a much-loved NP student of Pharmacy Science year 3

♥ HER DESIRES
♥Nothing will please me more than to get into a university now.
♥Following that will be accessories definitely.
♥Close behind are the 4Cs: Chocolates, Cash, Caps, Clothes.
♥A driving license will be nice once i saved up enough cash. ♥Far fetched wish is my dream home near the ocean.
may it come true!
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