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Thursday, July 26, 2007

I was wrong...i tot i could face him easily...i was soooo wrong...so wrong...i saw him ytd...its so late in the nite after my GLs meeting...i saw him first...and i stoned...

I really didnt noe wad to do..i'm so stupid...i turned and ran...

i guessed he heard and he came after me...he was always an excellent runner..naturally he caught up with me...

I didnt noe wad to say...

I merely looked down..I didnt noe how to face him...

I felt so small..held by him..I'm really veri scared of this scenario...

But this had to happen..>.<


I'm really speechless for once...I cant face him...Really i cant..

I had taken his name off my phone memory and tried with dificulties to erase everything to do with him off my mind...

But I really cant take it when he showed up...all my resolve broke when i saw him..

Standing in front of me as large as life...

I really stone on the spot...

He made me sit down..there were seats near where we were...

There were silence...I didnt dare to speak out...didnt want to break the silence..

Felt for once silence was my fwen...
None of us broke the silence...
I tink we were waiting for each other to start sth bah~
in the end we jus sat there and waited...
slowly i relaxed and began enjoying the slight night breeze..it used to be lik this in the past too..where we jus sat and watch the sky..
hahas...stayed lik this for half an hour..
no sound between us...
den a call broke the silence..
parents asking me where i was..>.<
I stood to leave and left..
He stopped me...and made me face him..dat face i tried to forget came back so clearly to me..
the light scar he had on his forehead..i put it there when we went our separate ways..
i rmb i threw the bdae gift he had for me at him...hahas...
lalalalalalalalala~
haiz...he wanted an answer to his question...i cant give it to him..
it would break my heart...i noe it will..but i wasnt sure abt him...
i dunno anything abt him anymore...
i told him to gimme more tym..i wasnt ready to settle this jus yet..
i hav no courage to settle it with him..>.<
I'm really so weak...dats so unlike me..>.<
Wads shud i do..>.<
I noe some of u guys noe wad had happened..can someone gimme some advice or sth?
To those hu had given me their opinion...thanks so much..<33





Life at its worst.

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&An extremely evil-ish senile person who has intense memory problems.
&Been occupying space and dominating oxygen since 2nd June
&Around for 9teen years and demanding a refund.
&An ex-riversidian, currently a much-loved NP student of Pharmacy Science year 3

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♥Nothing will please me more than to get into a university now.
♥Following that will be accessories definitely.
♥Close behind are the 4Cs: Chocolates, Cash, Caps, Clothes.
♥A driving license will be nice once i saved up enough cash. ♥Far fetched wish is my dream home near the ocean.
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